I need some help

[wmxx]

By the time Justin realizes he is transitioning it will be too late. He is going to be hooked on being a girlie girl and he will love the changes and completely transition. I think what she is doing is so hot!!! Sneaky, but hot! We have to give Justin a new feminine name. This is going to be so cool to watch over time. We turned Justin into us! He is going to be a woman that loves her coke, just like us! He will fit in better than ever. The best part, we can shoot up all we want and do lines, and he will love it!

[wmxx]

I’m not surprised Justin is hooked on coke now. It was just a matter of time. He has watched Nicole and I as we were hooked for so long and it was just a matter of time. Once he did the hypno to love us doing it, I think he was ripe with curiosity to at least try it. Nicole says he is doing 3 or 4 lines a day. Watching a month or so he will be doing as much as Nicole, which is a lot. I know her, she will start putting a line out for Justin every time she does one. He will soon be doing 20 lines a day and loving it. It would be so hot to do a line with Justin! I’m going to do one in front of him and try to get him to do one! See if he can hide that he doesn’t use it. I’m just gonna day if you do a line with me we can have sex, if not we don’t. I bet he does one! The thing I love the most is he knows I’m shooting up again, and there is nothing he can do about it. It’s so empowering for me! I’m so in love with Rob. He is not a jerk at all, and knows I need my coke and heroin, and he wants to make sure I never have to suffer ever going without it. He shoots up but not often at all. He loves his coke though. I told him my favorite is coke cut with meth. He said he will get me some! Supposed to have it by the weekend. That’s is my favorite high. I love meth in my coke! That’s all I can think about. He asked me if I wanted some straight up meth, and I told him I never tried it like that. He asked me if I wanted to try it. I said of course, but don’t get too much in case I don’t really like it. So he is going to surprise me and get me some. He is so thoughtful knowing how much I love drugs! I am totally his whore. I will do anything he wants me to sexually. If we go out I will wear anything he wants me to wear. He loves showing me off, and I love showing off my huge boobs!

[james82]

:S drug talk really ?

[wmxx]

I am getting nervous. It seems like every boyfriend I find takes my coke and heroin away at some point. I sat down with Rob last night and made him swear and promise me that no matter what, he will still provide me with coke and heroin. He said I don’t know who you have been with before, but I know how much you need it, and no matter what, I’ll never put you through withdrawal. That is so comforting to hear. I’m never quitting ever again. It is way to painful and besides I love my coke, and love shooting up. Rob put his arms around me this morning and said guess what? Your meth and coke meth come today! I was so excited! My favorite is coke cut with meth, now I can’t wait to do some, it has been a while. I think I’m going to try the straight meth first because I have never tried it before. I hope I love it! I grew up on drugs and sex, even more so now. I have been high most of my life. I hate trying to function when I’m not high, it is so abnormal. It’s just medication for me to make me feel really good. I love sex and can’t ever seem to get enough. That is why I always have at least 2 men. Rob is really good but I need sex more than 3 times a day! It will do for now. If not Justin, I will sneak around on Rob and find a pure sex partner.

[wmxx]

I asked Rob how much meth he got for me. He said just enough for a few times. I am worried I might love it and hooked on it, and will panic if he can’t get me some right away. He said he would be able to get more quickly if I get hooked on it. He also told me that using it once and I could be hooked, so expect that you are going to get hooked on it. I loved hearing that. I tend to love the drugs that get me hooked quickly, because they are the best. I still have a hard time wrapping around the fact that Justin is girlie girl but this time Nicole has him transitioning. I think the fact that he is girlie girl again is actually going to make him happy he is transitioning! I truly believe he is going to become a woman now! That is going to be so hot! He was complaining to Nicole his workouts seemed be getting harder. I think his body is running on estrogen now! Pretty soon he is going to have boobs and his face will feminize. If he has breast buds, he is going to have visible boobs in the not so distant future. He senses something is going on, but has no idea he is transitioning. Four+ months in!

[wmxx]

Nicole is getting very jealous. She specifically told me no more sex with Justin, he belongs to her now. I wasn’t too pleased, so I said ok, no more shooting up for you! We went back and forth and she quickly realized she needs to shoot up, so I will see Justin this weekend.

[wmxx]

I have been cutting my coke with the meth Rob got me. It is my favorite high. I just started to realize I’m now hooked on meth as well. I really felt like I needed a straight line of meth. It satisfied the craving so I really am starting to need meth too. I love the new craving feeling that feels so good to satisfy. I have really cut way down on coke and even shooting up less. I think I’m really starting to love meth even more. It is quickly becoming my favorite, especially straight up. Rob is getting me more:) because he realized I’m totally hooked on it already. I love him so much. He doesn’t try to make me quit or limit my use, he makes sure I have enough so I never have to withdraw. Reminds me of Mike. I have to text Mike.

[wmxx]

Wow Rob really caught me off-guard. He wants us to start to withdrawal from drugs and divorce Justin and marry him. I didn’t know what to say because I was so high on meth when he asked me. I didn’t say this to him but if I wasn’t doing meth and shooting up I’d be with Justin, especially now that he is doing coke. I told him I don’t want to quit, it is way too hard, plus they make me feel so good. What I do really miss a lot is being an escort. I got the courage to ask Rob about it. He was taken off guard. I told him the story of me doing that and told him I was getting over 200 an hour! He was pretty shocked, and suddenly started asking more questions the first was if there is sex of any kind involved. I lied and told him I never have sex at all, when actually I have sex with the ones that are hot. He doesn’t need to know that:). He was worried if it was safe or not. I told him it is perfectly safe, no issues at all. We talked quite a while about it. He said that is a lot of money. I told him if I did an average of 1.5 appointments a day, it is usually from 2-8 hrs. But most of the time around 4 hours. I make somewhere around 5-6 thousand a week. That really got him thinking hard and he said let’s try it for a bit and see how it goes, but made me promise no sex! I said there won’t be any sex:). The reality is I love when it turns into sex because they always come back, and then it is just sex! I had guys before seeing me every week! So as soon as my ad starts pulling dates, I will be an escort again:). I love doing that, it fits me perfect. It is mostly sex and drugs:).

[wmxx]

I finally did my first escort last night. It was a good night. It was dinner, and a drink, and we finished the night having sex. It went great. It was a 4 hour date, and I can’t book any longer. By the time I got home I needed to shoot up so bad! It was the first thing I did walking through the door. The first thing Rob asked me was if I had sex with him? He just shot me up and I said of course! His whole attitude changed and he doesn’t shoot up much but he said I have to shoot up now. Later he said I thought you weren’t having sex with clients? I said I was really horny and it does happen a lot. So he said you are just a fucking hooker then? I told him look how much I made in 4 hrs. He gave me a 200.00 tip so 1000. I always get big tips when I have sex with them. He said we can’t do this. I can’t take you having sex with other guys every night. I told him he will get used to it. He said bullshit, that’s it. Get out of here. I asked him if he was serious, he said yes, I’m not dating a fucking slut! I said if that is what you want ok, but can you still get my drugs, you said no matter what. He actually was nice about it and said yes but they aren’t free anymore and you have an expensive habit. So I left with all I would need for a while. I am back at Justin’s house and Nicole said he is mine now so don’t touch him! We got in a big fight and Justin cooled things down, but we all have a lot to talk about. I have not seen Justin do any coke yet, but it is so obvious. I’ve done enough and seen so many I can spot it a mile away. He is doing coke for sure. I didn’t say anything, heck I’m doing meth and shooting up now. I can’t let him find out. He will toss me. His girl Nicole is shooting up too so he better not try and boot me or I will let him know. A total mess.

[wmxx]

So Nicole went over to Rob’s house to shoot up. I finally had Justin alone. I seduced him with my huge boobs and as I was getting ready to do a line of meth that he thought was coke, he was all excited watching me. I was waiting for him to ask me for some but I think he did a line ofcoke before we got started. Making love to Justin just spiked our emotions. I told him we need to be together again, and he said no. You have to stop shooting up then maybe. I know his real reason. He is hooked on coke now and he loves doing it with Nicole and since he doesn’t know that I know he is hooked, he wants me at a distance while he increases his daily dosage. I’m going to have to get him to do a line with me. Problem is I’m on mostly meth now, and it is so good! I have a date tonight. I’m going to continue to be an escort, and I hope it ends up in sex again. I’m going to shoot up about 45 minutes before my date so I can make it through. I don’t know what I would do without drugs, I need them so bad. Finally, I no longer have to quit for anyone. The way I look at it is my drugs are my boyfriend and I’m in love with them all! I promised myself I will never quit ever again!

[wmxx]

I’m not getting enough sex, this guy tonight better want sex!

[wmxx]

I finally did a line with Justin last night. I was doing a line and insisted he at least try it as h doesn’t know that I know he is hooked. He pretended to say ok just this one time. We immediately had sex but it was like falling in love all over again. It felt so good to have him back inside of me. He told me he loves Nicole now, and that isn’t going to change. Little does he know his little whore is sleeping with Rob everyday and shooting up. I have to keep doing lines with Justin while his little slut is shooting up and fucking another man. I will fuck my way back into his arms. I love that he is on coke now, that is so perfect! I can do all the lines I want, and I’m starting to ween my way off meth. Too intense for me, I’d rather do my lines and shoot up. I need to somehow stop shooting up so I can tell Justin his little slut Nicole is shooting up and take him away from her. I don’t think I can stop though, I love shooting up and need it so bad.

[warren101]

Amber how about letting all of us know how the feminization of Justin is doing. Thanks.

[wmxx]

Oh boy. I had a bad episode shooting up. I am 30 days clean, it was a near death experience. It scared Nicole off of it too. There can’t be a next time. Oddly, me and Nicole quit all drugs and Justin can’t stop doing coke. It is like everything got turned around. We got Justin into high heels, red lipstick and mini skirts again. He discovered his transition as his breast buds are now breast tissue. He is totally in a hypnosis induced state and is in full transition. He is starting to show facial changes, and let his hair grow. He is kind of in an awkward stage of not being feminine enough but losing his masculinity as his muscles are showing decline. He now has his body performing like a woman. I WOULD SAY IN 3-6 months he will be looking very female. He is also taking progesterone and T blockers, along with the estradiol. I love it! His dick is not working well anymore lol. He has trouble and that is gonna get worse. We have threesomes now and it is 3 women. We picked a name out for him which is Justin’s. Lol. I am really struggling wanting to do coke. It is right under my nose, and it is so hard! I have almost done it 5 times and fresh out of rehab. It’s so hard!

[wmxx]

I know one thing I have an ad running. I need real man sex so bad! Justin is losing it fast. I need a real man, it has been over a month! Have a couple possibilities, meeting one tonight. Hope he is fuckable!

[wmxx]

Justin is so easy to get away with things now. He is so hooked on coke, all we have to do is mention how we will take it away from him and he panics, and let’s us do anything! I shouldn’t be even talking about it. I’m 30 days from doing any and I’m craving a line soooo bad. Nicole seems like she is not having any trouble at all. I swear she is still hooked. I just have to catch her. She still goes out way too often and I really think she is shooting up and fucking her boyfriend, but she says no. I’m not buying it. She just seems high all the time, but maybe it is because for the first time in ages, I am not.

[wmxx]

Justin is getting a blood test tomorrow as he has an endo now. He will get his estrogen and testosterone tested. This should be interesting. He is closing in on 6 months, and his breasts are getting noticeable!

[wmxx]

I knew Nicole was doing coke and shooting up again. I was so jealous when she told me that I started taking Justin’s coke. I made love to him and talked him into making sure I always have coke from now on. So relieved. Justin now has an estrogen level comparable to a woman and his body is starting to look different. His boobs are definitely growing and enough to put in an A size bra. He is a real girlie girl now, and it is real.

[wmxx]

I don’t like what Nicole did to Justin. I like women but the idea of my husband becoming female permanently has made me find another boyfriend. He absolutely adores me and I’m in love with him. I have bee sharing time at Justin and Nicole’s but lately I am at Adam’s house much more. Thankfully I’m back doing 20 or so lines a day, and I shoot up usually twice a day, sometimes lately though 3 times. I realize after so many times quitting coke, my cigarettes, and shooting up, I really can’t function without all of them. Adam told me he understands and will never ask me to quit. That is so comforting! Everyone is always trying to take them away from me. Justin has gotten so caught up as a girlie girl he believes he is a woman now and he actually is. Nicole loves he is becoming a woman, I hate it!

[wmxx1]

This has been a long process! We are all together again and all of us are working out again and drug free! So much has happened since my last post, but I vowed to myself I would not post here until everyone is fixed, and we are. I’m with Justin and Nicole. We all sleep together like before, no more boyfriends! There was a time I thought life without coke was not worth living. For anyone out there that feels that way, you can overcome and life is so much better without it. I’m happy and very content. We all took a U-turn but found our way back. Life is good!

[pennyf]

And they lived happily ever after for all the days of their lives. The end.