I live not alone and don't want to show my kinks to anybody. I ask Bambi before trans "do not open the door and be quiet" and this works. Bambi is a part of you and here dreams is your hidden dreams + your fear's + condition. So don't be scary.
http://www.warpmymind.com/modules.php?name=gallery2&g2_itemId=155779 my progress, I trying to stop it now. Change really turn me on, but also freaking me out.