Nappy made me think again. Why do we want this? Why do we want to be incontinent? Why do I want to be naked, lose control and piss down my leg and even on the floor? Unable to stop it -- do a Kegel exercise and shut it off...ha! I cannot. Pee just keeps coming. And it makes me HOT, it arouses me, it...

As a further thought on being incontinent or close to it...today I was working (a little) and playing (more) online. I was naked, no diaper. Felt a little pee urge, but ignored it for a bit. Then I stood and, omg, I had to go. Well, I only made maybe five steps toward the bsathroom and the poee bega...

Thanks to Tangy and Ducky for their response and ecnouragement. I'm at a point now, I think, where I need more direct encouragement and ideas and pushing to finally complete the journey -- which probably just reveals yet another road. Nonetheless, I just felt myself wet without much urge..so probabl...

Married older mwm..diaper lover, close to incontinent, closet gay, submissive...would love to be slave and led into any and all sorts of nasty situations and behavior...also love to meet anyone from St Louis area

Hello, all. After not being on for awhile, but still listening to EMG and Sarnoga occasionally, and making or letting things happen...I am mostly now incontinent. I wear diapers 24/7.....when I feel the urge to pee, I generally have attempted to get to a bathroom but I begin leajking, peeing within ...

Following is a current update for those who might have thoughts, interest, whatever ... this all has happened in past 30 hours wife left thurs 5:30 a.m. I had sucked water listened to sleep wet file wet diaper once...little later twice while back in bed sort of dozing but not really asleep third wet...

Thank you, bubba. I so appreciate that. I'm here today and wanting to be incontinent so much but almost afraid of it. Yes, when my wife is gone, I'll be listening to Sarnoga again and again and again. I know that's a .... what? a commitment. Is that what it is? Am I taking a step from which I won't ...

now figure this...life got busy around here, my wife was around too much, I didn't listen to any files. Still was diapered though. And I thought...well, maybe I was forcing it and nothing happened anyway. But now, more time and moment to breathe and when I fell like I have to go, if I don't get to t...

I promise to stop writing and start listening. My last rant here and now...and it always comes back to the why. Why? Do I want to be incontinent? Why do all of us? Why do I want to lose control to thius mysterious voice and personality? Sarnoga - your post moved me. Is it sexual, emotiona, psycholog...

After a few days of no privacy, no time to listen to file -- although always in diaper, a a bit of wetting -- had time tonight and listened to Diaper Depend #1. Dozed off even for a bit during. And tonight...TWICE...I felt sudden urge to go and before I could take five steps toward the bathroom, I w...

Aaahh Sarnoga. You posted a brilliant insightful piece in a little post I'd started about how and why. And I'm learning that addictive might be just as erotic as being incontinent and more. I'll surely look at your new ideas and gladly submit myself to your attention and direction. The tickle in my ...

Thanks so much for the replies, in particular Sarnoga who hit some direct targets. I am appreciative of the response, the time and thinking spent. Each of Sarnoga's situations struck home in some form, making me squirm....and that's squirm in all i ts definitions. Top to bottom, there's understandin...

LOL no problem. I have written four, and am now writing, my fifth non-fiction book about pro wrestling. I used io be a promoter and television announcer back in the territorial days and still do "indy" shows today. How's that for a diaper lover? :) who is fascinated by what the mind can do and findi...

I ask myself why I want to be incontinent. I have listened to some files and feel unsure if I am reacting or not. Yet I'm trying desperately to write (my work, I'm a writer) today, and I cannot get this out of my head. I ant to listen to EMG, or Saranoga, encouraging me to go this direction that I w...

I just joined warpmyind, but admit I'm not too bright on computer. Talk about mp3, tweets, etc...wow, I'm lost. Here is my dumb question - can I get the audio files to go into the subjects I want and hear it on my computer. I just have a computer, if that makes any sense. Can I get an audio on, say ...