I visualize the relaxation part and that is usually when I drop off. I have never woken on que from the file. Tonight I woke once during the file, tried to concentrate on the words and the next thing I know it was much later and I woke again. Sigh, this just isn't working...I guess I am one of those...

Tried that, just took a little longer to fall asleep.

My therapist has agreed to find a hypnotist for me although she hasn't come up with anyone as yet. I have also asked my roommate to query her therapist as well.

Start at the beginning. You assume X position on X item. You have the file playing over speakers/headphones. (if speakers)The speakers are behind/in front of/above/below/on both sides of you at a comfortable level. You start the file and listen for how long, what are you thinking, feeling, seeing be...

LOL..good luck boys. It's almost the same thing everytime I listen to a file....I simply fall asleep, sometimes I wake up befor it is over and sometimes I wake up long after it has finished. It obviously isn't a relaxation problem. Perhaps I have some issues about giving up control??? but how could ...

This all sounds very interesting....I just wish I could be put under so Mistress could use these files.

My Mistress had me come here...she uses some of the files on the girl I live with. I haven't had any success with them unfortunately.

A simple google of transgender or transsexual Seattle will get you a lot of info. There is a GLBT center on Pike st. and Ingersol Gender Center is another option. The city itself seems to be pretty accepting (I haven't been riden out on a rail yet). As far as online hormones.....I would advise again...

Use your imagination....no pics from this girl.

Sounds like a case of autogynaphilia.....that describes men who get turned on at the thought of having a womans body. It happens.

I carry a cartoon in my purse, it shows a Rhino sitting on an exam table talking to a Dr. The Rhino is saying "Take off the horn, I have always thought of myself as a Hippopotamus."

"When in panic or in doubt run in circles, scream and shout."

Sometimes everyone else is gone, but I am always here.


Does that help?

"Secret Smiles" by Brian Fennel

It makes me cry.

ok, my last post in this particular discussion. To those who "have faith" and believe regardless of evidence to the contrary....more power to you. I promise not to giggle if you promise not to preach.

In the face of logic and science faith comes to the rescue.

Ubermullet.......so you are saying that god was a monkey???? As we were created in his image. For a supreme being to need a total rewrite of his views strikes me as a little suspect. "This is how I want you to behave, these are my views." "No wait, I have changed my mind.....hear the words of your g...

No, but it would be more enjoyable.

I would rather sand paper a tigers butt.

Hey, if you need a god or religion in your life then by all means go for it. My comments on the subject were my own views and if in your opinion I am going to eternal damnation for them why should you be offended? Those that take the bible as the literal word of god confuse me. As the book was writt...

What peak? There was a peak? I don't remember any peak.

Its' called catharsis I think.....if you want to attribute it to a devine spirit then go ahead. Lots of us do it without any outside help at all. Is the sky really blue or is it just an optical illusion?

If God wasn't like us, then how could He be our Father? Exactly my point. Don't start from an unproveable assumption and then apply logic to it. Reading the bible, I think God is more "human" (and I use the term loosly) then what we concider a Supreme Being to be. I mean, God loves, meaing He has f...

ok...how about St. Peter describing Lot as a just and rightous man. St. Pete ought to know, he was given the keys to heaven. Yet Lot offered his two virgin daughters up for a gang bang to try to get the crowd to not bother his two guests. Guests who by his actions he had to be pretty sure that they ...

Me first.

I am reminded of that old joke about the woman bringing home $20.05. When her husband asked who paid the 5 cents, she said they all did. I think I would have to pay people to watch me practice my lifestyle.

I have been told by someone I trust that breast growth is possible thru hypnosis. If I could be hypnotized I would love to give it a good effort. I question something as major as a genitalia change. Even hormones don't do that.

How about a short shot at the old testament? Most people don't get as offended with that.

Would this be the god who sent 2 bears to rend 42 little children into little bits just for sassing someone he liked?

Oh by all means don't turn your back on these files, I would be using them if I could and I have been on hormones for over 2 years.

Correct me if I am wrong, but doesn't the file description say it promotes estrogen production? When you take hormones part of the deal is taking estrogen....seems pretty natural to me. Forgive me everyone, but taking the hormones is the only sure fire, 100% guaranteed way to physically femminize a ...

Mallic wrote:I'm proud to be Australian

Pretty happy about that myself, and equally proud to be an American who served in both the Army and the Navy to give all here the right to spout whatever nonsense they wish.

All Katrina proved is that even local and state government is falling into the miasma of "The Feds should do everything for us." attitude. As for the rest of you who love to bad mouth the President, you have that right. I will respectfully listen to any who sent their tax rebate on to the DNC as the...

I will not claim to represent the whole of femininity but speaking for myself.....a warm heart, a kindly disposition, a measurable intellect and a sense of humor are far more important then what a man drives or rides to work in.

Man has never been able to create a god who was much better then man himself. Many have the manners and morals of a spoiled child. IMHO if you get your god from a book and not from your life, you are probably at least a little wrong. If your beliefs make you feel better thats great, if they make you...

Hazukix wrote:can u please send me pics of your new vagina and your breasts?

elfenlied925@gmail.com

Words fail me.

Vidi, Vici, Vini I think the original got garbled in translation. That would be "Veni, Vidi, Vici" - meaning "I came, I saw, I conquered" - in Latin. I think Julius Ceasar said that - after conquering the Gauls. (not sure about that, but I AM sure about the quote :-) ) Now read it just as I wrote it.

Mistress controls me, work controls me, life has its' demands. I find it hard to take offense at somebody elses efforts to take a little more when we are both in a site that exists for the give and take of control.

I would have to know for sure who you are referring to before voicing an opinion. Generally speaking aren't we all trying to influence if not control others when we voice our opinions? To paraphrase...."Insults/opinions are like strong drink, they only affect one if taken."

Vidi, Vici, Vini I think the original got garbled in translation.

"A successful man is one who makes more money then his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man." Lana Turner

"The trouble with some women is that they get all excited about nothing---and then they marry him." Cher

apology accepted.

What freedoms have you personally lost, speech or otherwise. I certainly haven't lost any. And "those people at rallies who were arrested", what was the charge against them? I doubt they were just sitting there minding there own business.

"A woman needs to know but one man well to understand all men; whereas, a man may know all women and not understand one of them."

Helen Rowland.

"A woman needs to know but one man well to understand all men; whereas, a manmay know all women and not understand one of them."

Helen Rowland.

"Men and women, women and men. It will never work." Erica Jong

How am I what others think I am, if they are mistaken?

Sandy, you have been pretty vocal against the President....I haven't heard of any knocks on your door. Not getting to us via WiFi from some gulag are you? What freedom of speech have you lost? Active duty military have always been under different rules....The Uniformed Code of Military Justice. As a...

Always the bridesmaid............ :? :wink:

Let me savour this....I actually have people agreeing with my point of view. Morrcomm, are you married???? Do ya want to be? I like a guy who thinks I am right once in awhile. :D