Lately I have been having bad thoughts, like the need to kill myself. I have not listened to any hypnos in the last 2 weeks and seem to have lost interest in listening to them. My question is: do thoughts of wanting to kill oneself originate in the conscious mind or the subconscious part of the mind...

so im new to hypnosis, but i really want to be a sissy. ive always enjoyed dressing up in womens clothes and acting slutty. i just want to take this further and make myself more feminine and more of a sissy. and also be more accepting of myself bout it? anyone willing to help me with this? so im ne...