I guess I've really done a poor job explaining me and everything about me. I wished that I would have started with an explanation of the fantastic night I had in college with a girl who was stroking me and teasing me about hooking me up with her gay friend and taking me to a gay bar to see how hot i...

I get it. I'm being selfish here by doing this in secret, but I think it is understandable to want to figure out what I really want and need before sitting down to tell everyone who could be impacted. I mean if this is just a momentary fascination with a feeling, I don't want to make a big deal of i...

Okay, okay. I've just never allowed myself to explore this part of me before. I've always put aside any fantasies and felt guilty if I ever used a fantasy to orgasm. But this... This there is no guilt afterwards. It isn't like I am yo-young, it's like falling into bliss each time... And each time fa...

Yeah, go with Deprogram All *twice* a day, morning and night, and keep at it for weeks. You don't want to give the compulsion to listen again a chance to come back. Better yet, there's an undo file, buy it from EMG -- it's going to be $70 or something but given the stakes that's petty cash. As to t...

Oxdude, I may be in a world of hurt here. I realized that my player was on repeat and I may have listened multiple times. Which might be why when I went to try and shrug it off and let it go based on all your advice last night, I found myself listening again this morning. It was the only thing that ...

chibicure: I did the same thing as you a couple weeks ago. Same situation exactly as you, cept my spouse is currently pregnant with our first. And I have a very conservative/religious family. I was informed I should listen to the deprogram all, but I for some reason dont want too. I have kept mysel...

Yeah, I know, right? I mean, now that I've read through tons of this thread, I've certainly gotten the message of "watch-out", but I laid awake this morning with wood, unable to get images and ideas of men out of my head. I don't know if I went into a deep trance. I've never done hypnosis before but...

Hi Everyone, I want to start by saying, WOW. And then uh oh. So I'm married and have been without sex for about 18 months. My wife just doesn't have a big drive so I've been spending some time online using stories and femdom to find my fantasies. Those with men who are forced-bi or somehow find them...