that's a really bad plan and makes me super sad but I can't participate in this conversation anymore, I need to build better habits myself so I will be saying farewell and deleting my account here

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: nooooo, talk to Justin, think about your baby! you can't have it all. No one can, drugs and side sex will turn into hardcore sex and drugs and you'll fall out of your relationships an...

I highly recommend that you just talk to Justin and nicole, I don't think taking any would be helpful and as your partners they get a say in who you can sleep with, and vice versa

That is So good to hear, I'm so happy for you!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

that's good to hear, I think it's good that you at least intellectually know that you used to use drugs but they were completely in control of your life and making you do horrible things to make you feel the highs of the drugs. now you can put all that energy into wonderful things, like getting to k...

don't worry about it, Nicole loves both of you. Justin loves both of you, listen to Justin, make sure you tell Justin what she is saying. does Justin have files for you to listen to? maybe you can help Nicole by having her listen to some files. I think you should suggest that to justin

I know how much you love your family, Justin is helping you to do that and sometimes the brain needs cleaning. Knowing the situation you are in, I think this will really help you.

Please don't do it. Be strong for Justin, be strong for Nicole, be strong for your baby! some people need different things to help them get well, she had a harder break then you did you started from an easier place to adapt then she did. consider it a sign of strength and progress that you need less...

that is wonderful to hear!
Happy Thanksgiving! praying for both of you!

DAUGHTER, JUSTIN, DAUGHTER, JUSTIN

THINK ABOUT JUSTIN
CONSIDER YOUR BABY
Hold strong, even if you slip stay with Justin! Let him help you! Call a health professional!
this is a tough uphill battle but too have truly happy and thrilling moments you have to Do Hard Things!
Praying for you

Stay strong, your baby needs you, Justin loves you, let him help you, seek professional help, you can't help her without the help of other people a team is stronger then an individual. feel free to message me

so good to hear! Get as much support as you can!

I'm still here, you will need lots of help, let people help you, I will be praying for you as well.

I still highly recommend asking Justin to save you from you, your daughter should get a mother who isn't a druggie

if you won't quit, let justin have the baby, I'm sure he will be quite reasonable with visitation. unless you get clean you might be a worse influence on your daughter as a present druggie then a more distant but still loving parent.

you are idiots

tell justin, I seriously think that you should consider putting her and maybe you in a rehab facility, make sure justin is there to support and help

I'm very happy to hear that Justin is taking care of you, let me encourage you to push through and be the woman he loves and put him and your health and your baby's health above what your body thinks you need. Also be strong for Nicole, work together to be better.

https://youtu.be/XB6yjGVuzVo

ok, deciding that in sane mind that you choose to go back to the coke and new mike is one thing, lying to the other ones you love is another. At least tell them the truth, they deserve it.

this saddens me, what have your therapist(s) said about this?

good to hear from you! you sound so much better I'm so happy for you!
I hope everything is going well, and you are able to give and get the loving you need.

I hope everything is going well, I'm hoping you are working with a reputable therapist to work on these issues.

That is really good to hear, I highly recommend that they put you through a reputable rehab center, and MAKE SURE you have a regular therapist, EVERYONE can use a therapist, one who is trained, you are not a lesser person if you need a therapist. check out this youtube channel and talk to them if yo...

bye, sane person who I thought you were going to be, I hope you come to your senses again and justin and/or nicole puts you into a facility. but I've given up hope on that, now that you are throwing the memorials that justin has set up in your honour away and putting your baby at risk of mental and ...

so good to hear the update! I'm sure the 3 of you together will make great parents, of course that will take a lot of hard work but that will make the rewards even better.

I agree with grover, if you don't feel the need to post anymore that's fine, if you continue I'll read and comment if I think it's appropriate, if you need to reach out privately or want to talk on more private channels I, and I'm sure grover, would be fine if you sent us private messages. But make ...

Praying for all of you. Whatever you do don't abandon each other.

I still highly recommend having a therapist to talk to, a trained therapist can be so helpful.

so glad everything is going well!

yeah, family is so important, and so is accountability, stand strong with nicole, be there for her when she needs you. yes it's a good idea if she must have a smoke it be somewhere you won't be tempted to join her. I will do my best to encourage you to be the person you want to be, a healthy mother ...

YAY!

I will repeat that going to a counselor together and individually is my best advice, I don't know how to deal with things like that, a professional counselor is, in my opinion the best place to go for this.
keep it up! stay communicating. keep loving each other all three of you

That is so good to hear, I will be praying for you and the baby, it takes work to keep relationships alive, but with all parties working to do it it makes things easier. Having Nichole there to share motherhood with, I hope will bless you both in many ways.

Seeing a counselor is still a very good idea, they can really help with bad situations, and getting to know them and learning to trust them while things are going ok is a good start. I highly recommend it

YAY! Keep it up!

I wouldn't be surprised if it's still sinking in to everyone, make sure to voice your concerns, and ask them to voice theirs. you want to make sure all your lanes of communication stay open. I advise seeking out a counselor maybe for all three of you, they have studied how to relate to each other. I...

Hang in there, keep communicating, whatever you do don't stop talking to each other. depending on each other is how you will get through this. love each other, make sure none of the three of you are left out. keep it up, be encouraged I will do my best to be encouraging here on the forum. my email i...

Her is also legally your husband

Go back to Justin he is the most stable and truthfully caring person, also the one who is best suited to keeping you off drugs while pregnant remember how it felt to be honest with him he is so loving and forgiving. Go to him

I sincerely hope that Justin figures out what's going on and let's you get your sanemind back because this is absolutely horrible to watch. You throwing away both his and Nicole's trust, becoming what looks like the worst version of what you are losing yourself too drugs and men who don't really car...

yep, you don't deserve justin

this is really stupid, I'm pretty sure it's the drugs talking, if you get a clear head beg justin to put you in a rehab facility

Are you trustworthy?

STOP RIGHT NOW, you are doing so well, keep pushing through, you have to at LEAST do what justin says with waiting 30 days. I think this is the coke addiction talking, and we've already talked about how this is the stuff that you NEED to talk to each other about ALL OF YOU, what makes the problems w...

Remember that they love you! There will be ups and downs with this day 9 was a down, but keep it up and keep nurturing your relationships with those you know will be good for you and them. Justin and Nicole definitely fall into that category. Work to get to know them in and out, and work to let them...

So happy for you, Keep it up!

They truly must be a blessing in your life, and I'm sure that even if you don't feel like it they are blessed to have you there. helping to pick each other up is a big part of an intense relationship and I think the three of you have what it takes. Once again keep it up! I'd prefer the "boringn...