Since my last post, ive listened to the file many times. Including looping it while sleeping.

However, even tho i cant seem to cum from masturbating. I find that i can cum from humping my bed. And have done so twice so far.

What should i do?

I have been listening to Cal's Curse for the last few days. I do have a slight case of blue balls building up. May i have permission to cum? To see if its working or not, please?

I have lost control of my orgasms. I cannot orgasm without permission each time. So i ask, may i have permission to cum? Or what should i do to earn your permission? Or what should i do to be teased or have blue balls? I will try to follow tasks or rules to be hopefully be allowed to cum at some poi...