I win all the time lol, how about the time You got out of the shower and I told you not to get upset with me but I spilled the zero water pitcher on your cigarettes and they were soaked and had to throw them away? It was late at night and all your makeup was off. You went into a panic lol.

Ugh, yes he did get me with that one. I have some things to work on, With all that is going on I have been smoking way too much, gonna try and quit on New Year’s Day. I should have never started again, but that’s a forgettable saga. Justin asked me what happens if after being away Glenn decides he d...

I will comment. I totally agree with her. Things feel so different now that she is with Glenn. I have so much built up energy to have an affair with her, finally I am. Hard to explain the feeling, I feel like a seed underground, that just had water put on it, and is now above the ground, so anticipa...

The beauty of everything, and this is so erotic, he is even getting protective of my relationship with Glenn, he keeps emphasizing do not get caught, and a few other things. I have complete freedom to build my relationship with Glenn. I can’t wait to see him, it seems like ages.

This is so empowering and erotic I had to get this in our little diary. I’m laying in bed ready to make love to Justin, and I always work on him and tease him. I was telling him this is really our first affair. He didn’t have to be jealous of Glenn having an affair with me anymore, because the next ...

This is our diary. I wasn’t supposed to see it until the buzzer went off in our 2 year rendezvous. We will decide then if we pass or continue to play. This has been fun so far. I have had sex 15 times with other guys already, now that I’m with Glenn, that will grow fast. We are tracking for 2 years,...

I see she used my name here, which is fine. She wanted me to share my thoughts. I really trust her, a lot, more than any human being in this world. Our love runs deep. Yes, it is sad she won’t be living here for awhile, that hurts, but we are so close to finally having an affair, I need this so badl...

I feel like I am very defensive here, and it is probably true.I think what everyone forgets is Justin wanted to do this exactly the way it is happening. He voluntarily did the hypnosis file, one to need an affair with me, and 2 for me to fall in love with another man. Adding the more I was in love w...

He is right here. I asked him if how I treat him, how I love him is any different since I fell in love with Glenn? He said no, not at all. He also knows that he couldn’t have an affair with me, if not for Glenn, and he is grateful for that. He also said that it will be hard not having me here all th...

To be fair, Glenn has been texting me in somewhat of a panic. So I had to give him some reassurance so he could have a nice Thanksgiving with his Mom. I told him I had a few things to take care of, and I did, don’t worry, I am all yours now.

The one thing I left out was we are not putting a time table on anything, it is one day or 1000 days. Justin will decide, and I will too if it isn’t working with Glenn. Time tables ruin everything.

This is Amber and Justin is here watching me message. We talked a lot last night. Our conclusion is we both want to experience this. I told Justin he is in complete control of how long this lasts, and also if it isn’t working for either one of us, it ends at that point, and we move on. I even worked...

This is so hard. I have no doubt Justin is the man I want to walk through life with. It is so hard because I have gotten some strong feelings for Glenn. We are so close to Justin having an affair with me. It would be so erotic for us both. I appreciate you and Grover. We are so new to all this. I kn...

Hi this is Amber. I want to apologize I have acted in a very self righteous manner since coming here last night. I deserve whatever thoughts anyone has about me, they were self inflicted, and unjustified. Finally, things have normalized. I was in the closet packing some clothes and heels. Justin cam...

Just one more thing. The only thing in my favor is Justin loves that I am in love with Glenn, and loves that I am moving in with him. I don’t have any pressure to make a bad decision. I have time, and right now I need that time, this is an impossible mess. It would be nice if I never have to make a ...

Ok. I didn’t realize how many were watching all this. I guess I’m not a good liar. I love Justin so much, but I have fallen in love with Glenn as well. Last night before I went to Glenn’s I told Justin, that I had to tell Glenn the the truth, that I wasn’t married, and we need to hold off getting ma...

Hi Amber here. I wanted to add something. I had a chance to read through Justin’s notes here, all I can say is wow. Hard to believe all of this has happened. I know after reading through a lot of what is here, I probably come across as less than desirable. I’m not going to try to change any opinions...

Boy I really am confused. My girl was trying to scare me that I was losing her forever. We have been teary eyed all night. I’m not right for sure but Amber got a file and I’m at least able to think a bit clearer. I love her so much, she promised me I could trust her. This cleared any doubt. We are g...

Hi Danny,

This is Amber. I so appreciate your quick help. He just listened to it, I see some changes, can he listen to this again? I so thank you for coming to the rescue. You are right, he completely got lost in hypnosis. Once again, I am very thankful for your speedy assistance.

~Amber~

Thank you for helping. I do not know what type of file . I’m going to try google. Please have a Happy Thanksgiving, God bless you and your family - Amber

Hi this is Amber. I am Justin’s fiancé. I really need some help. Does anyone here know how to reverse hypnosis, or aware of a website that may help. I would like to be clear, but I do not know much about this. Any help would be appreciated, I’m really feeling desperate. Sorry for coming in here like...

I do love that she has a life with Glenn now, I realize the stronger her relationship is with him, my affair with her stays in tact. Now that she has another man, I finally get what I want, I love how she thought this out.

He text her and asked if she could come earlier he is going to order takeout so they can have dinner together for the first time since they are not going to see each other for 5 days. She has already become his girl mentally. I love it, soon my affair starts with her, but she said I already am now, ...

I’m so high and so excited I think I forgot a couple things. She told me she was going to keep private affairs away from me. She said one sneaky thing she does is she buys clothes and heels, and always keeps some of them in her car. So if she was having an affair, she comes home takes some out of he...

She just totally blew my mind. Before we did anything she took out the joint and said I need to be really high and so do you. I want you to get the full effect, I know you will love it, but I have a secret, and If I’m not high I won’t be able to share it. So We are both really really high, exchangin...

She just text me, do not text back in bathroom, we just made love, omg...please listen to your file. I love you so much, I’m going to make very happy. I want to do a hit before I tell you:). Going to listen to my file right now.8

She was just leaving and I told her I’m so jealous he is the one having an affair with her. She gave me a big hug, and said don’t worry, you will be my affair soon, if I’m going to spend the rest of my life together with him I want us to start deeply in love, so I need this time with him. I promise ...

She told me not to worry about her affair. It will end soon. She said she worries the most about having an affair with me and getting caught, and knows she has to be careful. She doesn’t worry about me interfering with her and Glenn. Once I have my 1st affair with her, she will have full control ove...

Probably the worst of all this is I’m actually getting jealous she is having an affair, because I so need to be her affair. Thankfully she puts her arms around me and reassures me. She says I know how much you need to have an affair with me. I promise in a short time you will be my affair. Once I mo...

What a wild night. We did another hit each, she got all slutted up and she said I am going to role play to show you how your 1st affair with me is. She says I will walk into the bedroom, we are going to engage in the longest kiss we ever had, and tell each other how much we are missing each other. O...

So while Amber is telling me all this she opens her hand bag, and pulls out the rest of the joint. She says would you do just 2 hits with me, that’s plenty, just 1 time, I want to have sex with you. I said you know what I will, I have to experience that with you. So we did, and kissing her and fondl...

Yes! So she got home about an hour ago, jumped into my arms, and filled me in. She knows I’m keeping a diary, told her I will have a chronicle of everything, and she will see it at the end of it all. She walks in, they end up on the couch and he said I want to celebrate with you. First, I don’t do t...

She just text me from the bathroom. Please don’t text back. The first I love you’s came out tonight. I’m totally there, wait til I get home, get ready for your affair, it is around the corner. I love you so much! Now I am really excited, I hope she falls deep. The thought of having an affair with he...

So she is having sex with him for the 2nd time today. She is falling fast and so is he. I hope my affair with her is closing in, I need that so bad. She found out today he is up at 4:30 every morning as he starts work at 6 and goes to bed at 9-9:30, so she will probably be back before 9. She will be...

So he got Amber in bed and said I want to make love to you, so Amber said I want you to make love to me. He was really gentle sucking her boobs, and went down on her for the first time. He made love to her with a passionate kiss the entire time while he straddled her face to face. She came home and ...

She can’t stay out of bed with him, which is telling me she has fallen already.

Sure she is having sex as I write this. After tonight they will have slept together 6 times in 6 days, and after Tomm. 8 times in 7 days. I hope she is falling for me hard! Closer to an affair with her. It is an overwhelming need, all I can think of.

He text here about 30 min ago. Are you alone today? She said yes. He said would you want to meet me at my house at lunchtime? I miss you! She said Yes! I miss you too! He said can’t wait to see you. She said I need a big kiss and sex! Me too! Now things are heating up, she will be having sex with hi...

So Amber is itching to go to Glenn’s house this evening, she told him I’m away today and Tomm. As well as Wed-Fri next week. She is going to hint strongly if he doesn’t bring it up that she can spend the whole time with him, including overnights. I want that so bad. One she will get attached complet...

She knows my kryptonite like no other. I’m in bed with her this morning, and she says listen to your file, you know my feelings are warming up in my affair, it is going to happen sooner than you think, you will become my affair soon. I’m feeling almost paranoid now, I fear not being her affair. I do...

So I asked her if the affair was so extremely erotic, and you were really deeply in love with your man, and everything just stayed perfect it might never end? She said you are going to love having an affair with me so much, and if that is the case, would you want it to end? I said I see your point, ...

She also added that she is going to use her control to get what she wants and most of all so she doesn’t get hurt. The thing she will keep a sharp eye on is our affair, if there is a glimpse of trouble, she will be home, it will hurt but You are always and will always be my man, no matter what. Adde...

So now the Superman kryptonite comes. She is so into this hypno she knows the weakness. She sits embracing me, and starts. You trust me more than anyone in the world is true isn’t it, I said yes, and I do. She said you love that I’m falling in love with my affair don’t you. Of course I said yes. The...

Wow a lot to unpack. She got home glowing. She gave me a long long kiss, and we sat down on the couch. She said I really for the first time I’m really having an affair. This is a full man, and we are definitely in a relationship now. I stopped her and started kissing her and told her how much I love...

Wow she just text me usually there for an hour and it has been 2 hours, was starting to worry. She added it is time for a Superman kryptonite session. OMG! This is really an affair now, I love you sooooo much. That is scary Superman kryptonite session means she is taking control, I hope she is falli...

She just left affair number 4. She said you know I’m actually getting a little tingly going to be with him, I’m starting to get emotionally involved.

Since I’m spilling my guts, here is a bit more back story. Her parents were to put it mildly, awful. She landed with an older guy that was a drug dealer, and to make a bad story short her parents through some money at her and told her to disappear. She doesn’t even know they are alive or dead. I los...

Appreciate the input, but legit concern. I trust her 2000%. We have something so unique, if we didn’t none of this would be possible. She has never lied to me, even during the ugly Jackie situation. Thanks for looking out for me though. It’s so hard to explain to anyone what we have. Thinking back t...

Forgot one important thing. When he told Amber about going to see his Mom on Thanksgiving he told her he uses all his vacation and sick and personal days to go see his Mom. Major Holiday’s birthday Mother’s Day and sometimes to visit. He ends up doing little home projects for her. The nice part of t...

So I asked her emotional level and she said today definitely moved the needle, maybe 3. She said the fact that she can see he has let go opens her up. She was holding back but is now ready to let go and see what happens. I gave her a big hug and a kiss for her well thought out letter. I basically to...