Grover I understand where you are coming from believe me! It is a moral issue. If he is the father he needs to know. Somewhere my baby will have to know the truth, and may seek out the father. I have to know who it is. I think you are right, he will want nothing to do with it. I also worry that he m...

Next week at this time we will be back at Mayo. If all goes well I will transfer to a local. Justin just wanted to be sure under the circumstances that everything was off to a good start. He will also be taking a NIPP test with me to determine if he is the father or not. I’m starting to get really n...

These workouts are starting to show up in the way I feel and the soreness is going away. I did a mile on the Peloton including an uphill grade. That is way more than before, and this includes hills. Really starting to feel and see the difference and progress. If this keeps up and it will, I am gong ...

We are at the beach today. Very warm here, but the water is too cold but not stopping the visitors the think it is great! So I asked Justin if it is true that a man’s dick shrinks if he is in cold water. He laughed really hard and said yes it does but not a whole lot unless it is really really cold....

Yesterday’s dinner was so delicious. Justin got his wish as me and Nicole behaved for the most part but the chef was a bit out of our age range lol. We still had some fun and the guy can cook! He really did a great job. Justin thought he was outstanding and said somewhere down the road he will be ba...

Nicole went to her mother’s house this morning. She pulled me aside and said will you be upset with me if I smoke? She said she knows she is going to crack because her Mom smokes. She said she asked her Mom to not smoke while she was there, and her Mom said I will try or just go outside so you don’t...

I think we wore Justin out. We fucked him 7 times between us, and by late afternoon he said he was done, although we did double team him before bed so officially 8 times. So it was just me and Nicole going at it while we massaged his whole body with our boobs in between Nicole and I going at it. Jus...

Justin needed a break lol. Me and Nicole are making him crazy, but Hs is loving it! Last night I chopped my hair off. I ended up cutting 8” off but my hair is still down just above the middle of my back. It is so much lighter now, all that hair is heavy. It feels so weird. I actually got paid 450.00...

I’m kind of learning that Nicole and I have really connected and in a lot of ways she reminds me of me. Sexually, we are one in the same. She also loves being a woman, always dolled up, nails always done, toes too lol. Loves sexy clothes, slutty close, and isn’t afraid to flaunt her perfect body. I ...

So Nicole and I have a plan for Justin. Because that chef guy is coming over Sunday, we decided that Saturday we will find out how many times Justine can have complete sex in one day. We will wake up do our workouts all take a shower together and Nicole and I will make breakfast totally naked except...

OMG We just had a delivery. Justin bought me a dove orchid, which we can plant. He said the flower symbolizes love and my go to pouty red lips! The flower is beautiful and really looks like pouty red lips. He bought Nicole 2 dozen yellow roses, which symbolizes friendship. Before we could even admir...

Today it was Justin’s time. I had to ask him really serious questions about my pregnancy. I asked him just how important it is for him to be the father. He curled his lip and his eyes got real glassy, and he tried to talk but he couldn’t. He was breaking down. I put my arms around him, and I told hi...

Nicole also told me when it was just her and him living here, and I had moved in with Glenn that he barely ate, he cried a lot, and asked me what he was doing wrong? He said all I have done since I have known her is love her and make her my priority, but I must have something missing. I did more lis...

Had a chance to sit with Nicole today and I wanted to ask her a few things. I asked her if she was still happy and liked living with us. She said definitely yes. She said she has gotten very close to both of us and can’t imagine not being here. Then she said why are you asking is something wrong? I ...

Now that was a fun game! Tampa Bay scored a lot, but nothing toward the end. The real fun started after the game:). I think Justin had a memorable Super Bowl! Back to working out today. A lot of the soreness went away, but it will be back I’m sure. We are all doing our own routine based on what we n...

Nicole hasn’t been to her Mom’s in awhile. I asked her if everything was ok. She said the reason is she is afraid if she does she is going to smoke and she quit with me. Just reminds me how much I would love a cigarette and some lines, especially tonight during a sex fest. I do wish I could do lines...

We are going to be teasing him the whole game. Our boobs will be in his face while we are licking each other all over and he can’t touch us unless Tampa scores. Then he gets a taste of what is to come. For me and Nicole whoever’s turn it is when the game ends fucks Justin, but soon after he is going...

So me and Nicole have these fun Super Bowl incentives for Justin. He can’t touch me or Nicole during the entire game. Nicole and I will be naked, completely dolled up (which is everyday anyway). Nicole and I will be making out the whole game. Justin gets some nice deep kisses from one of us while th...

We are on the same side as Tampa lol. So let your imagination reset. Yes, we are all in a good place right now. I told Justin I had to ask him something and wanted an honest answer. He said I will always answer you honestly, what would you like to ask me? I asked him if he had to make a choice betwe...

So sore from all the exercise and weight training. Today we all did our own individual workouts minus the trainer. Tomorrow a day off. We all went out to get Super Bowl goodies. We are all routing for the Bucs. I will give you one guess why? Lol. I’m not much of a football fan, but Justin is a big s...

Another great day for us. Training, eating well, plenty of sex, lots of loving going on. I don’t know if they will allow it but I want Nicole and Justin in the delivery room with me. Nicole said she would love to be there if she is allowed. I will have to see if that is ok. Getting some sun it was n...

Grover you sound like Justin. I am so worried Justin will migrate to Nicole and her perfect body when I start gaining weight. He said just the opposite, I will become irritable when I’m visibly pregnant. He said a pregnant woman is extremely sexy. Well I hope all that is true. Nicole told me not to ...

Happiness is me, Justin, and Nicole:) Hope everyone has a day full of their own smiles.

Justin gave us a nice surprise today. What he did for me at the animal rescue place where we lived before he did again. This time it is a similar one but instead of me, he had made a nice donation but in all 3 of our names on the plaque. I have thought about that day a lot wanting to see it and be t...

It is probably a good thing that there is not much happening here. We are all doing great together, perhaps as good as ever. We are all training with a personal trainer, our diets are guided by a nutritionist, and we swim in the pool everyday. I think my relationship and love with Justin is at an al...

The pool guy comes every Monday so me and Nicole decided to put on a show. We are naked to start with so we started making out on the pool deck while he was here. I couldn’t even tell you what his expression was because we got so into it we weren’t even thinking about him being here. When we finishe...

This has to be resolved and still have 3-4 weeks to find out. I’m craving coke really bad today. I know I won’t do it, but the need suddenly has doubled. We need to all do something good today or at least I do. I probably shouldn’t of shared that with Justin as I’m sure it already weighs on his mind...

I had a horrible dream last night that Justin wasn’t the father, and I had to go over to Glenn’s and tell him he is probably the father. He started laughing with this evil laugh. He laughed and looked at me and said that means your moving back in with me or I will get the state involved and tell the...

It is so nice here today so we have been in the pool all afternoon. Naked! Justin asked me if he got some beer would I be ok and not tempted to have any. I said sure. I know I won’t have any. So we are out at the pool and Justin goes inside and comes out with this huge naked Bloody Mary with all kin...

I’m sitting here thinking how much my reality has changed. If I wasn’t pregnant right now, I’d be living with Mike, waking up to him shooting me up, doing coke all afternoon, and getting all dolled up for a date as an escort. Wow! It is almost like their was some sort of guardian angel looking over ...

One of my concerns and topics with my OB-GYN was my boobs. After a Q/A she said the way mine were implanted should not be a breastfeeding issue. I asked if it would ruin them. She said it is hard to say. My weight gain amount, genetics, and things all come into play. I may experience some sagging af...

Thank you stupidme all the thoughts and prayers can only help! I have a long way to go, but I am up to the challenge. I have my old mindset back. I got talking with Nicole last night after we had sex. She asked me when I knew Justin was the one? I said when I went on our first date, and I saw how co...

Everything regarding my pregnancy looks good to this point! That was good news to hear. Still a long way to go, but I am committed to do all that I am responsible for right, including getting back to peak physical condition eating right and giving my baby every possible thing I can. A lot of womanly...

Things are so normal here it seems almost strange, but at the same time wonderful! Yesterday I decided I was getting a new phone and new number. I think for the first time Justin didn’t cringe that I was going out alone. He worries I am chasing coke, but I think he realizes how committed I am to my ...

Thanks again for the input. We are doing fine now, and talking a lot, and are all on the same page. Yesterday when I threw my coke out I started thinking back on how much I was doing. I used to wake up and into the bathroom for a line. Got to work and Amy had a line waiting for me, and did lines all...

We are all sleeping in the same bed now for awhile. We all seem to be re-bonding as everything starts to normalize again. We all seem to manage to get time alone with each other and it works. I wasn’t even going to mention this, but I will. When we were getting ready to fly, I emptied my handbag for...

Thank you! No doubt we will now. Everything seems to be like it was which is really nice. I’m very excited, I just pray so much that everything goes right and Justin is the father. It would be so hard for him even though he won’t admit it. It would be hard for me too. We won’t be able to find out fo...

Today seems so much brighter than the past several days. Justin and I had a very good conversation. We let her know she is equal and her needs are always as important as our own. She is not an extra part, she is an equal and important part of the whole. We said this was never a goal of ours, in all ...

I think I figured out what is going on. Nicole wasn’t really allowed to participate at all the last 2 days and Justin is giving all his attention to me. I think Nicole feels like a third wheel, and isn’t getting any attention at all. I sat next to her when we got home, and thanked her for coming wit...

I kind of feel like there is resentment that I am pregnant. Maybe it is just me, but that’s how it feels. I hope that changes when we get home. I’m far from out of the woods, a lot could still go wrong. I am praying! It actually feels good that I’m going to me a Mom, something I have always wanted

By all accounts everything appears well, a couple of tests need to come back. Met with a nutritionist and have recommended food to eat and how much. Doesn’t look too bad, I certainly can do it. We are heading home. Should be back in our house by 3-3:30, will feel good to be home. Seems like there is...

Hi Viralvixen. I guess for someone that hasn’t followed, this could be confusing. My husband Justin started this before we got married. So what you probably read were his comments way back at the beginning. I am Amber, and most of the recent posts have been by me. Hope that helps to clarify. I am 10...

My pregnancy is confirmed. Everything seems to be ok. I am about 4 weeks pregnant. Justin asks if he could take a NIPP test I think it is called, a paternity test. He was told he could not take one until 7 or 8 weeks into the pregnancy. I can tell he is really really nervous about all this. I know h...

Justin really asking me a lot of questions about coke. How it makes me feel, why would I go back to it after pregnancy, how long does the feeling last between using it, what it feels like not having it, not sure what is going on. I think he is believing I will go right back to it. Seems almost like ...

He asked me also how I can appear like I’m not high? I told him I have used it, not abused it for a long time. Typically I do smaller type lines, and never do more than what makes me feel good. He told me his perspective has changed on it, but still thinks it is dangerous. He asked me what happens w...

Justin wanted to ask me a lot about coke. He can’t believe how I could of used it since day 1 and he could never tell. He wanted to know how. I told him one reason was I was using it since the first time he ever met me all the way through now. I told him I had been doing coke since long before he me...

I’m so nervous about this appointment Monday. Beyond that Justin set up for a personal trainer for all of us to come over and talk Wednesday. He Ha also set appointments with a nutritionist for us all. Weird thing is no one is having sex here, I’m almost afraid right now. Am I craving coke? Yes, but...

Sometimes something so simple can make your day or ruin your day. Stupid me you just made my day thank you so much. You remembered? Justin sent me that. He sent me and Micole flowers today. Just 5 words. Just believe, I love you!

Justin said one thing to me this morning that really hit me hard. He said you need to know one thing. The fact that you are pregnant, and the fact that you realized it when you did, saved your life. Do you realize that? I just started crying, and melted into him, and kept nodding yes. He said you ow...

I’m so scared right now. I went home yesterday morning. I walked in and Nicole was in the kitchen, she ran to me, and started crying, and said sweetheart, everything is going to be ok, Justin has been crying constantly, we are so worried about you. He is in the shower I will get him right now sit do...