Justin is really happy I am moving in with Glen tomorrow:). I told him he will always be my affair now, he gets so hard. I feel born again. I’m going to be with the man I love, and this time I will be spending the rest of my life with him. When he ever told me he could get me coke and he was ok with...

He asked me how much I wanted him to get. I said I can get about 35 bumps from a gram so 5-6 grams. I told h Id pay for it. He said, I will get 10 grams so you don’t run out which is about 1k. I will cover it. I love him so much. I will have to be careful though. I’m not going to get carried away. N...

He got a flight for early tomorrow! I will be with him 11:30 tomorrow morning. OMG and it is even better. He told me he got high before he left, because he knew there was no chance of getting tested. He said he will be able to smoke with me up until Wednesday, and it’s really good. It is in the tabl...

This is so perfect. Justin asked me why I waited so long to move in with Glenn? I told him I had to talk to Glenn about it, and we decided we were ready to be together. I reassured him once we are together, I promise we will always be together, so he doesn’t have to worry about us having an affair f...

The next thing is going to be after a few weeks with Glenn and Justin loving it, I will make sure Justin knows for me to permanently be with Glenn we have to get divorced. Glenn told me he would marry me in a heartbeat, when we moved in together so I was legally his. That will probably happen after ...

I love this stuff! After Justin listened I asked him how he felt about me moving in with Glenn and he is now my affair. He said that he was thinking about it and loves that I am finally doing it. I asked him what he thought about it being permanent? He said he wanted me to make sure I made it work f...

OMG I mentioned to Justin since I’m moving in with Glenn for a long time, you should start listening to your hypno. Do you know how much you would enjoy that I am Glenn’s now and your affair? He lit up and said, wow that’s a perfect idea. It will take some of the sting out of it. He is listening as ...

The ironic part of all this is Justin actually is getting his wish. I will be his affair from now I only it is real. I really am Glenn’s now. I should tell him he should listen to his files again, then he will absolutely love that I am living with Glenn, and when it works between me and Glenn he wil...

Justin doesn’t want to see my texts anymore. I told him I am putting them on here and things I need to document, and I asked him to promise not to post here or come here. He did. Now That I have put my feelings for Glenn out here. I’m going to spill everything. Thank goodness for hypno or I wouldn’t...

Justin talked to Nicole and asked her if she wanted to live with just him for an extended time, and she said she loved him and will stay for as long as he wants. He is ready for this. This is the ultimate poly relationship. We will see each other most days. Ultimately we will be together but not for...

I don’t know what it is about him. It is almost like hypnotism, which ironically doesn’t work on me. He tells me over and over I am going to be his. How much I love how it feels when he goes inside me. He just gets to me, and that is why I think when I move in with him he so makes me feel like I am ...

I am so wet so horny so high. Talking to much but I know and he knows he has this hold on me. I know as soon as he puts his cock inside of me Friday, I will so be his. He knows it to.

We got high again. Had a nice 3 way session. When we finished Justin kept me in the room for a minute. I don’t know if it was the weed talking or not but he says he feels guilty, and wanted to apologize to me. I said for what? He said here I am living with Nicole full time with you, and you are dyin...

I was just looking at time from consultation to surgery and around here it is saying 4-6 weeks. Dam that is too long. I am going to call the office Monday and see if I can get an estimated time frame. I think because of the Holidays stuff gets pushed into the new year. That would mean up to 7 weeks ...

I realize I want to take as much time with Nicole and Justin right now as possible. The hard part is leaving, I just have to realize this is all temporary. Hopefully with Glenn it becomes permanent, meaning he becomes like Nicole as a secondary partner. I will do as I did last time and make Justin’s...

Justin said he doesn’t want to read my texts anymore. I understand what you are trying to do to make him resize you are his now, just don’t like to read it. I said well anytime you want to I will save them. I’m not hiding anything so they will be there. I sent a long text to Glenn. Sweetly, I love y...

I needed to communicate with Justin because we have to continue to do so. I told him I had a serious question to ask him. I said chances are if I move in with Glenn I won’t last too long. If by chance I do, and things are going really well, are you going to be ok if I need to live with Glenn until m...

He also added personally he wants me to spend the 3 days with him because if I don’t it is all I am going to think about if you don’t. What would have happened. At the same time he added he doesn’t want to see me get hurt. What will happen when he believes you are now his and you get all dolled up t...

I had a talk with Justin. I asked him to please give me his honest input about Glenn. He said he is considerably skeptical about Glenn being capable of what I want him to be. He added, what I am planning to do, if I follow through will probably give you peace of mind in finding that out, so from tha...

I had to text Glenn my dream. I told Justin not to freak out when he reads my text. He knows what I am trying to do. I told him I’m not sure what I am going to do but I have to keep the door open until he gets back. My text: Good morning my love! Hi sweetness. I Love you, next Friday we start our li...

Justin asked me if he should pause looking at houses. I said I don’t know. My mind is a whirlwind right now. I’m the only one that doesn’t have someone the opposite sex. He didn’t know what to say, except he can’t really say too much. Nicole is living with us, so he can’t just say I can’t live with ...

Out of the blue last night I had a dream I moved in with Glenn. He must still be active in my subconscious. Everything was going so well. Stranger than that He was telling me how great my boobs looked on me, because they were already done. I’m not sure how long we had been living together, but since...

Wait until we are looking at houses with a realtor. He is using the same one as when he bought our house now. He met me. Now Nicole will be with us. I will make sure she knows we all live together. Justin will give us the lecture not to do silly stuff as he calls it, but that makes us do it more. De...

We all munched out. Nicole and I are giving Justin some time to rebound lol. Soon we are all going for another round. We almost always take a shower together, but I like when I shower with Nicole only the best. I love washing her body, and that slippery sexy feeling of her body rubbing on mine. I ne...

So we are all really high and we decided we were going to shut all the lights off and it is really dark around our house so it gets really dark. We made some blindfolds and decided that we would slowly walk around, and when you found someone you kissed until the other person found you. It didn’t las...

Nicole just got home. We both greeted her with a nice long kiss, then Justin kissed me. She is getting changed, and said if anyone is uP for getting high, She said I am going to. She loves to party on the weekends, but never does during the week. Justin and I said we are in, so looks like another ni...

Justin and me had a snuggly communicative day. We agreed that our present situation with Nicole is amazing. He wanted to know if she felt I was giving her enough attention, and he certainly has. We really found a diamond, we are so lucky this is the way things turned out. We actually miss her when s...

Well Justin asked me if my decision is final regarding Glenn. I said yes, why? He said if it is, he is going to go house hunting near the water, and get something bigger, and a gym room, and rec room like he had before. He wants me and Nicole to talk about the ideal make up friendly and women’s bath...

She makes a lot of sense, in a way telling me what I already know. I think the problem is, I am always going to get hurt and frustrated by him. I want a relationship, he wants me for sex. I can’t help but feel Ike I’m just a hooker to him that he gets for free, but I’m thinking there is more. Nicole...

I am getting texts from Glenn. I don’t know what to say. I was so high and emotional last night. I had to talk to Nicole about it. I explained my feelings and history with Glenn. She said this is just my opinion. Can you meet Glenn when he comes home and not have sex with him that night? I said the ...

We all had a very good Christmas Eve. Today Nicole is spending most of the day with her Mom. Justin and I have a quiet day planned basking in the glow that we are now married. I can’t believe it! I really love that Nicole lives with us now. I never would have believed I would end up in this type of ...

I’ve just come to the realization, I don’t want to meet Glenn when he comes home or ever. I finally realize all I can do by doing so is create issues. I love Justin, I love Nicole. We have something here that just works. I don’t want to step out and ruin it. Nicole ran and jumped in my arms and said...

Wow. Justin really surprised me tonight. He came out with this necklace, and held it in his hand. He got really choked up. He said before he died my grandfather gave me this. When he handed it to me he said I bought this for your grandma. She had it since I met her. I want you to hold onto it. There...

I’m too high. I just text Glenn and told him I’m dreaming I am making love to him... can’t wait. He text back that dream is coming true next Friday! I said yes it is. Are you ready for me to move in with you? He said yes, and you know it will be amazing. So horny, I need Justin inside of me and Nico...

I am so high right now. I wanted to play a game with Justin. I got a black sock out of his drawer and I said I want you to put it on and then kiss me and then Nicole. See if you can tell who you kissed, but you can’t touch bodies just touch lips. He’s so fucking high he said I will tell instantly. S...

I was just in the kitchen letting Justin suck and lick my boobs. I came over to sit down. Nicole gets up heads into the kitchen, so I get curious and she has Justin’s pants down and he is fucking her boobs. I just realized something. We have so much fun here all the time, I don’t have that with Glen...

From Glenn: I love you, missing you. All I can think of is finally being with you when I get home. I wrote. I know same here. He said this is what we always wanted when you lived with me before, and now we are going to have it. I know. This time it will be even better, we both want the same thing. L...

Justin gave me a vote of confidence. He said it is obvious you have feelings/love for Glenn. You see something in him, and you have been trying to get it from him. I have to trust there is some good there. I’m feeling so differently about that now that I have Nicole. It feels so special you allow me...

Nicole just came home. She gave me about a 10 minute kiss, and was so happy for us, her and Justin kissed just as long. She said she just stopped home to change, she was going to call her Mom and tell her she was going to stop over and spend the night so we could have our night together alone. Me an...

We are married! We made love for the first of many times. We are both glowing right now! Justin even told me he hopes I find with Glenn what I have found in Nicole. I think he is experiencing what I have so many times, how nice it is to have someone else with the blessing of your partner. We are par...

About 9 months ago I met a woman that would completely alter my life. She is beautiful in body, mind, heart, and soul. I knew very quickly this was my life partner. We have something between us that is bigger than life. We have spent time experimenting in different lanes, and no matter what gets thr...

Getting married in 3 hours. It is me and Justin forever. What a feeling. Strange part is we both will have someone else too. Nicole has to work until noon. We are all celebrating at home, should be a fun day. I love you Justin.

This really feels strange. My man is sleeping with another woman and here I am in the same house and separate bed. I do feel a little jealous right now. That’s all right, I will be with Glenn soon and in bed with him every night. I am just sitting hear daydreaming my thoughts. Most of which now that...

It is becoming pretty certain that I am going to be with just Nicole for a few weeks. I’m not going to look for another house until she is back, so I tabled that idea. I’m going to use the time to get to know Nicole inside and out and her me. I want to get closer to her in an intimate way. I will al...

Tonight is Justin’s first night sleeping with just Nicole. My first ever alone. Justin has slept alone a lot because I have slept with several men and lived with Glenn for a bit. I get a feeling when he comes home we are going to rekindle feelings and have some real high new relationship energy, and...

As of 10:00am tomorrow I will no longer be single:). I also will never be without Justin. This is a lifetime commitment no matter what. Yes, we will be playing around, but Justin is my soulmate.

Glenn arrived at his Mom’s. We had a few texts back and forth. Most notable was how glad he is I’m finally seeing how things are going to be for us. I just said I know once we are making love again we will get back to when I moved in before. It was just a matter of time before we had this chance aga...

Glenn is at the airport, I am really letting him know how much I want him I sweetness in the airport waiting to board. I love you can’t wait to make love to you on New Year’s night, you know how that is going to feel. Yes me too. I have been thinking about that this morning. I think it could be the ...

I’m so glad Justin is on board, that means a lot. I will be with him for my surgery and recovery. That is important to me, he thinks differently than a lot of men. I love him so much. I’m going to change my tone with Glenn’s texts so he starts seeing he is gaining on me to be his. I want him to no l...

I actually love her idea. I was totally against her getting DD/DDD boobs because her body and shape she is already big on top. Then I saw Nicole with a similar body size and shape and they are stunning on her, so I have realized she will look better than I had thought. The only issue I have is I wan...