Ok I have to respond here. I feel like everything is getting twisted here. Yes, Glenn and I did have a conversation about moving in together, but not in the way perhaps I worded it here. Yes, our love is very deep, especially after this weekend. I’m sure after sleeping with him everyday from now on ...

I told her she would serve herself well to stay off of here for a bit before she incriminates herself with the whirlwind of feelings she is experiencing. She already added sleeping with Glenn every day again. It is obvious more is coming. I wish I could be a little bird on the wall listening to them...

A bit about NRE: NRE (New Relationship Energy) is a term used to describe the intense giddiness one feels when falling in love. In poly circles, it's a term used to describe a particular state of mind that may be influencing peculiar or erratic decision-making. That is classically what Amber is feel...

I was reflecting on our journey here. I came to realize that I have been polyamorous before we even arrived here. Amber has had sex with 4 other men and a woman, and has been in a committed relationship with Glenn for quite awhile. She has had sex with him pretty much every day since they met. Somet...

So I asked Amber the 3 things she liked about me the best, in order. 3. A dream bedroom partner 2. How I treat her and love her always 1. How I’m open to try adventurous sexual things. Me to her 3. The sexiest most loving woman I ever met 2. Her giving nature makes me proud 1. No matter what is goin...

She is starting to get to me. I think this weekend 5 day stretch is going to have me totally emotionally invested in her, she is a tough woman not to love, and totally a knockout. Hard to believe all the crap she has survived and can still be so sweet, and thoughtful. I know she is dying to hear I l...

Well technically you will be there for 5 days, but 2 of those days I have you home. Got a text from Nicole earlier. She just said thinking about you can’t wait til Friday, I love you! I text back I am looking forward to it, did you think of your 3 things you find the hardest to share with me. She sa...

You know I would never move in with Glenn. Not even for 5 days. I love you too much. I like the Friday to Sunday morning schedule and my daily noon quickie. The rest is for you.

I’m ok with all of it, but I just hope she knows That Nicole by that time will be living with me, and we will by default develop a deep strong love. I’m so looking forward to weeks living with Nicole. She certainly will help fill in the void.

I just read what I wrote and it may have been to strong, I’m just excited! I love Justin 1st always but have 2 committed relationships that both need a lot of nourishing. I will have more time with Justin when I move in with him for even longer. I just need by Glenn time 1st.

I love the love and honesty I can talk with here in this type of relationship. Glenn and I will become very close through this, and it will feel like we live together finally!:)))

You are right Glenn and I talked about moving in together once Justin reaches compersion:). Hopefully that happens right after we live together 5 days after he returns. Then we can stay together for longer:). It is allowed in this type of relationship, and Glenn and I will finally have the type of r...

I know she is going to live with Glenn when he gets back. It is pretty obvious they want to get back the level of love they had when she lived with him. Glenn’s text definitely had to with a conversation they had over the weekend, as long as she is unchanged toward me, this is part of the process. I...

I just read what Amber wrote. I am totally prepared thankfully or I would be very concerned. She is overloaded with NRE or new relationship energy. It is a proven thing. She just spent 2 days living with Glenn. Her relationship just got a shot in the arm. Glenn too. He reflected on when Amber moved ...

Once compression is reached you stop measuring time spent with who. So there will be stretches I live with Glenn a lot more than Justin and visa versus. Whatever you need. Probably at first I will live with Glenn more. We need to get back where we were, so this 5 days will show Glenn what we have. H...

Eventually I will be living with Glenn and Justin, and having sex with Glenn everyday. This is working perfectly:). I can’t wait and Justin is starting to understand. Our 5 days together and again when he gets home is a prelude to Glenn and me future. So in a sense he will see I am home again:)

Justin wants comprising, and this it what that will be like. I will ultimately be seeing Glenn every day for at lunch for sex. I know how important it is for Glenn to feel like he lives with me like last weekend. Ultimately this 2 nights together will be more, and we will be living together close to...

Glenn text me and asked if we can still meet at lunch everyday. I showed it to Justin and asked him if he was ok for me to still have sex with Glenn everyday. He asked me how important it was to me. I said it would really help me. So I am going to continue to have sex everyday with Glenn:). We are r...

Glenn just sent me another reflective text. Not helping! He said I realize I blew it with you after you moved in with me, when I called you out for the clothes you wear. I realize if I didn’t do that we’d still be living together and I would have you. Sometimes you get 1 chance in life and I know I ...

The focus has to be on success. Many failures with people trying this. We read only about those that have done this successfully. Every one has a different set of rules, some have none. Some reach a level of compression where it becomes a total turn on actually feeling the love their partner has for...

He didn’t write about my side. I love Justin so much. If he has time to look over a situation, he really absorbs both sides. I’m so glad he understands my need to be with Glenn is more about circumstances than anything else. Yes, Glenn and I got a lot closer this weekend. Hard to believe but up unti...

This is a real challenge. It is ripe with fear as I watch Amber and Glenn get closer and closer. In time that will be very rewarding, but getting there is hard. She is light years ahead of where I am with Nicole, but at the same time filled with that NRE (New Relationship Energy). I give her all the...

This morning Justin got a little scared. Glenn text me this morning. We have an agreement to read texts from each other’s lover. We also have an agreement not to let the lover know they get read. No lying or hiding. Well I have been 100% faithful to that but this morning wasn’t comfortable. Glenn te...

So we share texts from our lovers always, so there are no surprises. I text Glenn and said remember talking about seeing each other more before you leave? He returned, yes, don’t tell me bad news? I said no. I we will be together from Friday after you get home from work until Wednesday morning - wil...

I think seeing Justin greet me and me him really made us feel comfortable about each other’s weekends. We each had a great time with someone else and in the end we have had one of our best days together. We both realize if we work real hard we can do this, as long as our time together is enhanced. W...

So she put a favored song on her phone and turned around and kissed me til the song ended. I brought stuff to nibble on and ultimately was a beautiful sunset. We had time to stop home so she could change, went to the light show was awesome . I have to skip a lot of stuff but when we got home we sat ...

I had an amazing weekend with Nicole. She is really a sweet beautiful woman. I didn’t fall in love for her, but I will say we are now in a relationship, and I can see if I continue to spend time with her, I am going to fall in love with her. She did move the needle and I am somewhat emotionally invo...

Taking a break. I told Justin that we went out to dinner on Friday night, on the water. He doesn’t drink much we each had 1 beer. Drinking and driving definitely a no for him, and was glad I was in that camp as well. I learned a lot about him. He had a great Mom and he takes care of her as much as h...

I walked in the door and Justin was right there. We didn’t even say hello. We locked up in the most passionate and longest kiss we ever shared. It was such a felled, we were both worried the other would maybe be cooled off. It was just the opposite. Finally after ending the kiss I just said to Justi...

I really see how this can work so much better though. I have more desire for Amber than ever before. I just hope it is the same for her. I really do

This is the hardest part waiting for Amber to get home. The wheels start coming off, is she still the same. I know for me I love her more, can’t wait for her to come home, all I want to do is jump in her arms and make love to her.

Nicole just left, great weekend. Missing Amber so much! Hope she feels the same.

This truly seems surreal. Amber is out and probably in bed right now, and in 20 minutes or so I have Nicole coming over and will at some point likely doing the same. I really hope this all works out because if it does we will hit a higher level in our relationship. . I think we both want it so much ...

The best way I can describe this weekend is Amber is in the pool up to her waist, and it feels good. This weekend she is diving all the way in. For me I have my foot in the water with Nicole. I love how it feels so far. This weekend I’m diving in and want to see how it feels.

One more hope:

This raises our relationship to new heights
We both learn to love the happiness And love each of us has for each other’s partners

Getting so nervous. Lots of hopes and fears and can’t waits: Fears: Justin gets overcome for Nicole He comes home not as into me Hopes: This takes Glenn and me to a broader and higher relationship not just meeting for sex Justin after being with Nicole understands why I need more time with Glenn Can...

Justin and I agreed on the importance of texting sessions while we are away from each other. Limit it to 10 minutes 1 time tonight, and twice on Saturday, and 1 time Sunday morning. I told her Nicole will leave at noon, but just to be on the safe side, she shouldn’t get home until 12:30, because whe...

Justin got a text from Nicole this morning. She said she did some searching on the type of relationship that me and him have, and the others that are more or less invited in. She said I just want you to know I understand my place in your relationship with Amber. I just want you to know I am perfectl...

I love that Justin loves making love to me to start our day, especially seems to mean more today because he is going to be with Nicole all weekend. He said he woke up today thinking about it and he said he feels really guilty, because he feels like he is going to be cheating on me. He asked me when ...

I know Justin read this: New relationship energy (or NRE) refers to a state of mind experienced at the beginning of sexual and romantic relationships, typically involving heightened emotional and sexual feelings and excitement. NRE begins with the earliest attractions, may grow into full force when ...

Ok so Justin didn’t realize that I’m talking about next weekend already where our plans areFriday late afternoon through Sunday morning. I want to add the rest of Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday early morning home by 7am. So actually that would be 5 nights. That may be too many. I suggested being...

Justin just shared a text from Nicole: Hi Justin, would it be ok if I stop home after work and change and do my makeup? I kind of don’t want to come over in my work clothes Justin said you can change when you get here if you want? Nicole: Thank you, but I would rather not, I kind of want to look bet...

So I asked Justin how he would feel if I spent sat-early to wed morning morning with Glenn because I won’t see him for 10 days, and when he gets back on new year’s night from fri late through Tuesday morning when he gets back? He said I understand some extra time I really do but 4 Days seems like a ...

The most difficult time of all to work out, and it will probably happen at some point is when you or your main partner approaches you saying they need more time with their secondary partner. Prepare to likely have to deal with it. Every relationship has different needs. The other partner is going to...

The one thing we are trying to work out I am not looking forward to with Glenn leaving for 10 days. If Justin is with Nicole how do you balance your primary partner being home alone? How do you react to not seeing her or do you? I don’t want to be a spoiler, and punish Justin and not let him see her...

It’s so true you really start to communicate and work harder to preserve and make better your primary relationship doing this. If anyone asked me if I would do something like this, I would think they were crazy! Now I love we are doing this. I am looking forward to it and Sunday, when I get my honey...

One thing this new relationship philosophy does is it awakens you. I have planned kind of like dates with Nicole. Doing so, I realized I don’t “date” Amber enough. You get into a relationship settle down live a happy life. I apologized to Amber. We just don’t really notice. I promised her that ends ...

Oh my goodness, how do I follow that?????? I won’t even try. He just stripped the jealousy right out of my body. The only thing I can add is Justin, I hope you can see that there will be no other man ever in my life that could ever be as deep in my mind, heart, body, and soul as you! I will love you...

This is probably boring for anyone reading it. We really are just trying to document our true emotions and journey so we can one day go back and see our journey together rough and tough and loving and erotic. Amber is snuggled up with me. Often times we do this together and converse after seeing eac...

I started doing a lot of reading about jealousy. Nicole isn’t helping but she is just trying to be herself which is sweet and thoughtful. I shouldn’t be jealous of her, but she is so pretty and I wish I had her boobs, but I will soon. Last night Justin shared her texts as we agreed. She asked him wh...