After Nicole left, I gave Amber a long long hug and told her how much I loved her. She gave me a weekend like no other, one I will never forget. She told me it was as excited and happy as she has seen me in a long time, I thought it would bother me seeing fucking Nicole, but actually It made me feel...

Left out Amber’s game. After the first session, Amber gave everyone a legal pad and marker. She had a list of questions, and wanted an answer 1-10. This right after we got high again. I don’t remember them all but she asked Nicole on a scale of 1-10 how was it. She wrote 10++ and Amber and I said 10...

So Amber looked me and said Nicole needs a nice kiss. I sat down next to her and Amber and we kissed for quite awhile. Amber pulled her top down and started licking her boob. Nicole pulled away and took her top and bra off, Amber followed and did the same. I started licking Amber’s boobs and next th...

So Amber asked how her relationships have been. She said horrible. She had 2 meaningful relationships, jealously and abuse destroyed them both. She said the last one put her in the hospital, and she started reaching for words, and got a little teary. I put my arms around her and said it’s ok, take a...

Amber is doing a makeover on Nicole... trust me she doesn’t need one. Just a bit from last night. Nicole was a little late. Amber answered the door, I was right behind her. They hugged for a bit longer than a conventional hug, then she said this is Justin. I welcomed her, and gave her a big hug. She...

Just one thing that shocked the hell out of me. I’m not sure how long we had been in bed at the time, quite a while. Amber said I want to put Justin’s cock inside you, and she started giving me a blow job for several minutes and then kissed my cock, and said have fun as I positioned myself to fuck N...

All I can say is holy shit. I’ll never forget this night as long as I live. Amber was amazing, her and Nicole were like long lost friends, and watching the two of them last night hanging on each other was so erotic. Nicole is really an amazing gorgeous woman, and so nice. She fit in perfectly. She s...

Now I am watching Amber model clothes and asking how it oks. I said your so hot in anything. She’s worried her boobs look to small ,Nicole is a 34DD I will look so small, she needs a top or dress that makes her boobs pop. You can tell the moment is getting close, even what heels to wear. I’m sure sh...

Well it is true, I created Glenn, so how could I be so insensitive to pull you away. I’m ok with it, because I have to be. I know it would hurt you, and that just puts a mistake on top of a mistake. I’m not going to do that all over again. Just be honest and whatever you need to get out of that rela...

Justin sat down with me. He said he read all the stuff that was going on when he wanted to be my affair. I know my real Justin is back. He apologized for how he was. I saw your agony and frustration. Particularly all the times you said I was driving you right into Glenn’s arms. How many times you sa...

Justin out of the blue said he feels guilty he is going to sleep with Nicole, and asked me if I would sleep with Glenn today. Kind of caught me off guard. I said if I truly believed that I would be in bed with Glenn right now, but I don’t. Sleeping with Glenn has nothing to do with you sleeping with...

Nicole text me. She basically said this is hard to bring up, especially in person. I just want you to know, I for some reason have a very difficult time reaching an orgasm. I just don’t want you to think if something happens tonight, and I don’t orgasm, it won’t mean I didn’t have a good time. Does ...

Justin sometimes you melt me. Correction all the time you melt me. I was in a horrible place for sure. I really felt I had no choice but to move in with Glenn. I knew when I did you would push to keep me there, and it wasn’t at all what I wanted, but I love Glenn so it would have become easy to stay...

She thinks Amber is spoiling her, she hasn’t even begun to see how Amber spoils me. I wake up in the morning most of the time because she wraps around me and starts kissing me, puts her boobs in my mouth, and next thing I know we are having sex. We take a shower together just about every morning. Sh...

I followed by saying if it turns out you stay over, if you want I will do your hair and makeup, even nails if you want? I’ll show you my heel collection, and some of my clothes:). She text back now that would be fun, would love to see what you have, I think we have similar tastes. I’ll make breakfas...

I text Nicole and told her to bring some extra clothes and something to wear to bed since we will be smoking. We don’t want her to have to drive if she is impaired. We have 2 extra bedrooms, so please consider that ok? She text back, I should be all right. I appreciate the hospitality, I’ll bring so...

Home from Glenn’s filled in my honey on the visit, and told him Glenn is not a threat to him. He realizes that but I will reassure him every time. I truly am blessed to have an incredible man! Justin you are my world! You get your fun tomm. Night. Nicole seems like a sweetheart and she is gorgeous. ...

Regarding what she said about her seeing Glenn, I totally agree, we are closer because there is no hypno involved, and she is 100% transparent about her feelings for him, and has no intentions of anything beyond what she has, and she makes sure I’m aware of her intentions and feelings every day. It ...

I just wanted to say something about where I am in the hypno removal department. I am becoming more and more aware of things that I should be but not completely. This is how it is for me, just asking if this is like others? Maybe everyone is different. I know Amber moving in with Glenn and making me...

This may sound odd but being able to sleep with Glenn anytime I want is actually bringing Justin and I closer. No having to hide my feelings for Glenn no moving in, and all the drama. I told him I was going today because Nicole is coming Tomm. And he just said enjoy your time with him, hope all stay...

I was suposed to go to Glenn’s house to have sex with him tomorrow, but going today instead at 4. Can’t wait to see him!

I just got off the phone with Nicole. I took up almost all her lunch hour. We were talking about girlie stuff clothes, heels, makeup. She is so much like me, she said she has over 100 pairs of heels, and I told her I have at least that. She is 1/2 size different than me, so we talked about maybe exc...

I would have said no every step in my life, but I’m ready to try this, but nervous. I looked up we are about 12 miles apart. I text her back and shared that not too far. She said oh that’s not too bad. She text me back and asked me if we smoked weed? Cigarettes? I said I smoke cigarettes, we both sm...

I just called her and got her voicemail. She immediately text me back and said she was at work, and would call me back a little after 12. Too many people around at work. Can I call you a little after 12? She said, I meant to ask you where you lived, and she told me where she lived? How close are we?...

OMG! Nicole wrote me back. She wrote, WOW you two are great looking, I feel so below where you are in that regard. I would definitely be interested. Amber, your eyes and lips are amazing, actually your whole body, can you show me how to do my makeup like that, you are stunning. Your man is totally a...

Justin and I are in such a better place now. I didn’t even realize how much his hypno was having an adverse effect on our relationship. He was so insistent that I move in with Glenn permanently so he could be my affair. I am in love with Glenn and he made me feel like I wanted to spend my life with ...

Thanks Danny reading your words, you pretty much made clear a path we needed to be on. We have always had clear open and honest communication. This stuff made it hard. How do you tell your man you are in love with another man? Unless he is on hypnosis? I guess you have to trust. We are awakened to t...

We even talked about me and my endless attempts to become Bambi. After reading all it entails he said he liked a lot of it, but was glad it didn’t work because part of it was becoming mindless. He said in retrospect, he would have hated it because my mind is part of his attraction to me, and to try ...

Wow. Things seem to be getting back to normal here. Justin and I had an extensive great talk last night about everything that has happened from girlie girl to me moving in with Glenn. We agreed no more hypno unless it is for just me and him not anyone else. Danny, thanks you mentioned we needed a wi...

I love this man so much. Communication is so important. You have to trust each other and love each other to tackle some fearful issues. I’m not going to move in with Glenn. I’m going to talk to him about just having a purely sexual relationship, which is how we started to begin with. See him 1-3 tim...

I told him to wait to read what I wrote. I wanted to add one thing. I’m probably not a good candidate to take over my sexual relationships as I wish. Im not sure exactly what you want, and if I would be effective doing it, but I love you and if you want to talk to me more I want every door always op...

Justin, I love you so much. Sometimes when you are unsure about something you take the time to read about it, and form your own opinion on a subject. I just read what you wrote, I can see why you didn’t come directly to me, because this is the hardest conversation for me to just bare my soul on, but...

One reason I want to try this is I have read several articles now that if you have a strong relationship, giving your woman full sexual autonomy enhances the sex you have with her as long as she is completely honest with you about her other sexual relationships. Seems some couples prefer no more tha...

I’m talking to Justin about his desire for me to take control of my sex life. I told him I don’t want to make a mistake. He said I can’t make a mistake if my first obligation is to stay safe and healthy. Don’t kiss or have sex with someone that doesn’t have proof they are STD currently tested, make ...

So he did ask me about Glenn. I told him I’d be honest. I got there, he let me in, and We were instantly kissing. I don’t think we even said a word, and we were in the bedroom making love. We talked and kissed for quite awhile, and I told him the rules, but since they changed tonight, I will let him...

He asked me to just be aware, don’t hurt me, and if I’m feeling differently and you notice, to ease up. Do anything you want sexually no exclusions your sex life outside of here is all yours. Here is your chance to earn the ultimate trust. This is a test and a turn on for me. I’m pretty sure I know ...

So I get back from Glenn’s and I thought Justin was going to ask me about how everything went, instead he wants to tell me something. So to make a long story short, he said he has been thinking of all the guys I have had sex with, and he got a weird feeling, that he was starting to feel sexually sub...

I asked Justin on a scale of 1-10 how much he trusted me when we moved here from 1-10 and he said 10. I said how about now? He said a 9. He then said before we moved here you had sex with men, I watched a few times, I was really turned on by all of it. We came here so we could do anything. It certai...

I also asked Justin, there is a small chance I could spend the night with him, is that ok? He said it’s ok, but for the first night, can you come home so I know your plan after talking to him? I said thank you, I promise I will come home tonight. That is way different, so I think for now at least ev...

Glenn had a lot of questions, but in the end decided his options weren’t good, and still wants another chance. He wants to know more things but rather busy. He will meet me at 4 today at his house. I am sharing every text, and everything he wants to know. I absolutely know I have to do this now. Jus...

Had a talk with Justin. He is mostly rational now. Without getting into all the details and we covered a lot of bases here is the plan. A big contingency on all of this and I will explain. The contingency to all of this is as follows. It will probably derail it, and if it does that is fine. I’m goin...

Ok, what a whirlwind of emotions for all of us. We have a lot going on, and my biggest issue right now is what Justin said. He can’t trust me anymore. There are a lot of issues, but to me that is the elephant in the room right now. That is hanging over my head, and wearing extremely heavy on me righ...

This is Amber. Last night was the worst night of my life. I washed my hair and it is really long and takes a long time to dry. I went from making love to Justin to coming out of the bathroom to Justin handing me his phone in tears and asked me to read something. I went into complete shock. I just fe...

I have to write my thoughts down or I’m going to forget. My question to you Amber is, I have poured my heart out to you since minute one. I have loved you like I never loved in my life, always will. You know I never hurt you, raised my voice to you, or controlled you in any way. I have given you all...

She told me this isn’t fantasy, I am going to be with Glenn from now on? I don’t recall that. She basically was going to spend the rest of her life with him? I’m wondering if I’m dreaming. We had each other’s backs always, I can’t trust her anymore, so I can’t be with her. I just don’t get it.

I just read what she said. It is the most hurtful thing I ever read, had to read it twice. She knew when she made love to Glenn she would never leave him. She never had by back, she let me go. I think we are finished. I’m seeing things now. She doesn’t really love me, she took advantage of me. When ...

Would I do more harm or help to Justin if I just told him til he gets back to normal that I still love Glenn, and I am still with him, he is just away for awhile, so you are still my affair, he still wants me to be with Glenn??? It makes it harder!!!

Thanks for that Danny! You are my support pipeline! You sent that right when I was thinking, maybe if Glenn was just an affair instead of living with him, it would work. I then thought of therapy of my own that drilled into me that when the choice is making decisions with your head, instead of your ...

I can’t kid myself, I knew when I decided to see Glenn again after almost a week without seeing him, when I saw him I knew I was going to make love to him as soon as I kissed him and he held me in his arms. When we got in bed together, as soon as he went inside of me all I could think of I have to m...

This is going to be a long day. One day your making love to a man, living with him, thinking it is going to be a long term relationship, and the next day your never gonna see him again. He totally blew it.