Ugh Justin isn’t helping. He is doing better but then all of a sudden he comes over to me and says maybe you should just have an affair with him and it will turn into something more. I showed him my phone, this is what he said to me. Would you want me having an affair with him and me moving in with ...

It is helping but he is still talking about how much he loves me in love with another man, but at least now he has interludes of why that may not be so desirable. It sounds so strange to hear your man say that. It is kind of erotic to me, but at the same time makes me feel bad that he doesn’t love m...

Thank you stupidme. I don’t know much about the community here except so many of you are nice helpful people, and it is all appreciated. I will make sure Justin listens to that also. They certainly help, but it seems there are some deep rooted convictions within him.

~Amber~

Someone asked me what was the most memorable thing Justin ever did for me. How much time do you have? He has given me more mentally, spiritually, emotionally, sexually,etc. than any woman could ever expect from a man. The best, the day at the gym when he came over humbly, and asked me out. I said no...

One thing Justin understands is what Glenn said to me, and he said he was proud of me that I stood up for myself and he sat down with me and didn’t say a word, just held me tight and told me I love you no matter what. Yes, maybe he is under hypno, but his instincts with me are so much the reason I l...

Danny thank you. You are a wise man with a fair perspective. He got worse. Said he planned on taking me to meet his Mom at XMas. He said with all due respect, she would think you were a whore. I’ve been in enough abusive relationships and that is how everyone of them starts. I got all my stuff out, ...

Here we go. Red flag number 2? I just got a text from Glenn. I didn’t want to start anything but this is bothering me. Today you said you went to the store. Did you wear what you were wearing when I got home? I replied, yes. He returned, this is the first time you have been out. I thought you were d...

Back with Justin. The 1st thing he asked me was if I made love to Glenn. I sad yes, and he wrapped himself around me. This is so surreal I actually made a video of him telling me how much he loves me making love to Glenn and how happy he is that I am his now. He will never believe it at some point. ...

I saw what you wrote. I love you so much. I’m so happy I’m your affair from now on. I want you to always be with Glenn now. I have wanted this for so long. Thank you for doing this for us. Your amazing! You knew how much I wanted this.

I hope she is making love to him right now, I love when she makes love to him.

That was amazing. I love the affair Justin, especially after telling him I am not leaving Glenn. I have to clean up and get to the store, and head home. Feels strange to say head home. I made Justin’s lunch while I made breakfast. Now I have to get home and make Glenn’s. Busy gal, but lots of great ...

Ok time to have some fun. This is strictly for Justin, everyone else, you know what I am doing, so I will just leave it at that. I’m going to make love to Justin, and tell him my little secret <wink>. I have decided I love Glenn so much, I am permanently staying with him. You will always be my affai...

It is so erotic to hear the man you love wanting to hear how much you love another man. So I asked him why he wants me to love Glenn so much? He told me if I was completely committed to Glenn, I know our affair is not threatened. It is so erotic to hear that. So I went one step further, and asked hi...

I love Amber so much. My love for her is as strong as love could possibly be. She is a miracle. I love being her affair, I can’t lose this. I have to find a way so she stays with Glenn. I have to go in the kitchen and give her a hug and a kiss. I could kiss her all day. I will post again after she m...

OMG! That was without a doubt the best sex I ever had. Justin made love to me, his kisses, his touch. Oh, he knows my body better than any man. He is the happiest I have ever seen him. He is sitting with me on the couch snuggled up like a teddy bear. I just lit a cigarette, and he said I wish I boug...

OMG this is so strange. I’m actually getting ready to go have an affair with Justin. I will say when I got to Glenn’s yesterday he was outside doing something with his car. When I saw him my heart started racing. I just pulled him into me, and we kissed for like 10 minutes, all I could say was I nee...

This is finally happening, I start my affair with Amber in about 8-9 hrs. Can’t believe she is living with him now, it is really happening!

I’m texting with Justin. I see he has been busy tonight:). Yes, Justin is right. I will never under any circumstances leave him, but I like to test and tease him a lot. I’m Glenn’s girl now for Justin. Do I love Glenn. Yes, a lot. Will I ever be with him for keeps? Never, he is a very hot affair. Do...

Off topic: Just got a call from my realtor my house had an offer. I accepted! I was getting worried, because I bought this one here, and soon was gonna be cash strapped. I didn’t want to touch my grandfathers stuff. I always want to be self-sufficient. I’m not material, things have little value to m...

She knows all my buttons, so some of the stuff you read us saying is a bit magnified for effect. That effect is for me. Sometimes she wants me to worry I am losing her, she is gonna be with him forever, how deeply in love she is, which is mostly true, she no doubt loves him, I’m sure of that. She is...

She knows she has 2 years to just play, enjoy the unthinkable, explore her sexuality, knowing I will be there to catch her if she falls. I want her to do anything she wants, and I’m doing the same. If you met us we are so mainstream it is laughable we are doing all this. This woman is a dream. Since...

Maybe it is the hypno talking but it really feels that way. The more she loves him the more I love it. The more I love her, the more I need to be her affair. I’m conscious of those feelings, I know they are real and they seem true, not because of hypno. I know she is having fun. She is experiencing ...

It shows. This may sound crazy but the more she loves him the more I like it, means I really am her affair no pretend. I trust her enough.

Danny I like your posts, because they are instructive and sensitive. I would probably conclude the same way from the outside looking in. I trust her, I really trust her. I have moments of doubt along the way at times, but she always shines through. I wish she could chime in right now, hopefully she ...

Danny thank you. We are all new to this. Things have happened and I am not clear on what is going on completely. Everything was falling into place, I was going to finally have an affair and it abruptly ended, and that’s when everything got foggy. Thankfully it seems like we are back where we were, A...

I am totally relieved. Amber text me from the bathroom. She has officially moved in with Glenn. She said I AM NOT LEAVING YOU! I LOVE YOU! You are my affair now:)))! I will be over Tomm. Morning at around 7 or so, and we will have our first of many affairs together. Not a lot of time, but Glenn and ...

I want her to leave me for Glenn, and she did, but then it was strange we didn’t have sex, she came home. She told me I would be her affair for as long as I wanted, and she would stay with Glenn. Then she is going back today and she might move in with him this time. I get a feeling she doesn’t want ...

I’m really confused right now. I am afraid I have figured out what is going on. For some reason she won’t let me have an affair with her, but she tells me she is in love with Glenn. Last night when she came home unexpectedly we cuddled and kissed a lot, but she said that wasn’t the time for sex. She...

I’m sitting in my car in our driveway. I just tried to explain to Justin as honestly as I could hope he would understand. Yes, I am in love with Glenn. Also, that to me Glenn is my affair. If by any chance I move in with him, it is so I can be your affair. No promises it will happen, I am trying. Yo...

I know this is not a good solution down the road, but I just can’t deal with how bad I have made everyone anymore, I have to change that. Please keep offering your thoughts. I’m not a bad person, I am just in an impossible situation. I’ll find a way to fix it, this is at least a plug in the dike for...

Thank you so much for the input. There is people I trust, but it would be so awkward to present any of them with this crazy situation. I would never be able to talk to even my friend Amy, this is too far out of the mainstream. Justin is asking me if I don’t love Glenn anymore, and tearing me apart, ...

Geez I am getting pulled apart. Glenn text me and asked when I was coming over to get my things, he took the day off and wanted to be here when I came. I can’t go with him there, I know I will end up in bed with him. I told that to Justin, and he wants me in bed with him. I don’t know what to do. I’...

Thank you at this point everything helps. I know moving in with Glenn isn’t a long term answer. Justin is asking me what happened to our affair? Why am I going to get all my clothes and things at Glenn’s? Justin is confused, I am totally confused, Glenn is hurting, everyone is unhappy or hurting rig...

Any suggestions here? Should I move in with Glenn for a weekend, and give Justin his affair with me? Then get things back to normal so he at least gets to experience it?

Justin said to me I guess I will never get a chance to have an affair with you. I didn’t know what to say, I just said I’m not sure. I was thinking of moving in with Glenn just for the week, but I know if I do, I’m just going to get myself in deeper with him, so I just have to let the wounds heal, a...

Really a mess. Justin is wondering why he can’t have an affair with me, Glenn really hit me hard. My feelings for Glenn are high, you can’t just make them go away. We are all on edge right now. Maybe I should have just moved in with Glenn. I know it isn’t ultimately a solution, but maybe it is for n...

Where do I start? Sometimes when you create these fantasies in your mind, and you talk about them and they are so erotic, it becomes it’s own hypnotism. It seems so taboo, so thrilling, it makes it all sound so seductive and you have a bee line to make it all happen. Your man fuels the fire, because...

I’m home with Justin. When I left he said to me, I meant it when I said I love you forever no matter what. I left and got to Glenn’s house and just left him a note, I can’t do this, I will be by Tomm to get all my things. I’m very sorry but I have to work out my relationship. Justin is highly confus...

Glenn is on his way. Will be home he estimates between 6-6:30. He said he misses me so much, can’t wait to jump in your arms and make love to you. I can’t believe you are moving in with me, I love you so much. I text back I will be home waiting for you, can’t wait to make love to you. I’ve had this ...

I thought allowing Justin to decide when our affair ends was a good thing, and then I would never be in the pick and choose situation. We have been talking now that I opened that can of worms. He is very confused, as he said I thought I was always going to be your affair, why would he end it? This i...

Awww sweetly, I didn’t mean it that way. So you want me to always be with Glenn so your affair will not be threatened? I agree with you, if that is what you want, I would love to stay with Glenn for you, then you can always be my affair? Ok? This is so perfect. This is going to go on for a long time...

HUH? Now I am more confused, why would it end?

It is going to be amazing! I don’t want to be the one to make the decision on when it ends, providing my relationship with Glenn is what I know it is and will be. So here is some reassurance for you. I will never end our affair, you will decide when it ends ok? That takes the pressure off me:)

She even dropped her guard and allowed herself to fall in love with Glenn. She is an amazing woman, to finally be her affair is going to be amazing! I wish it was Monday morning already.

It will be hard seeing her walk out that door this evening, but knowing she will be back early in the morning, and we are finally starting our affair trumps everything! It seems like I have been waiting for this for so long. I am not even sure what is totally going on, but I don’t really care, I nee...

Justin and I had a great day and night yesterday. We were out for the entire day. We woke up and continued our day from yesterday, with a nice warm lovemaking session. I can’t believe in 10 hours or so I will be officially with Glenn. This all seems surreal. So many emotions not being with Justin al...

You know I can’t wait. I feel like a kid waiting for Santa Claus to come.

I’m very torn. I am definitely going to get bigger breast implants. Glenn is all for it Justin is not. The issue is it takes a good week to 10 days to recover, and then weeks without sex. I have been here before, and the incisions have to heal and the implants can move because it takes them awhile t...

You always make me feel like that because I love you. I’m sure after Monday that will grow even more.

Ok Superman let’s see how you are Monday morning when I come over. Superman is going to turn into silly putty:)). Can’t wait!