Currently recovering from vasectomy, can’t edge or cum for at least the next couple days and I’m already blindingly horny. Do you guys think now would be a good time to pick the file back up. I have to wear a jockstrap and the feeling on my ass has me feeling so slutty. I’ve found myself slapping i...
Woah, thanks for the links jr987, a lot of fun to be had in there. The shemale_therapist file is like my dream fantasy, lol. I'll need to get myself caught up deeper before I reveal anything to my gf though, but it feels like I'm reaching that point :-X Well, I sincerely hope you can get to that po...
It's been months since I've last listened but I'm inexplicably finding this file irresistible again. I've just been feeling more femme lately and all of a sudden I'm falling hard for men's bodies. I had to imagine a man breeding me doggy style to be able to cum for my gf this morning, and I'm still...
luluby wrote: Was it Curse Stroke Gay that did it for you? Care to share more about how things progressed for you? It could be via PM too if you prefer that.
I'm sure that this is a discussion we'd all love to hear, if you guys are willing to have it out in the open here.
@luluby For what it's worth, I think I'm at a point in my life where a lot of hangups that many guys have over this sort of thing aren't an issue for me any longer. I also don't have a notion of having one orientation over the other as being a bad thing. My view is that whichever brings you greater ...
Since you're interested in trying a range of files along these lines, I would mention that there's two files: Jack Drago - Shattered Heterosexuality and Heterosexuality Eraser that some also find quite effective or at least make a lot of sense to some people. I think Shattered is supposed to be the...
I would say my interest in this file has less to do with bisexual or gay tendencies, and more to do with: 1. My interest in the possibilities of how much one's mind can alter our (supposedly) innate tendencies, and how effective hypnosis could be as a tool 2. I've never had any luck with any sort o...
Sometime back I was not able to comment on this thread so I created a new post but however nobody replied to it. I am currently taking therapy regarding my sexual orientation. I came out as gay to my therapist and I am figuring out what to do about my wife and baby. Very complicated :( I am also fi...
Best of luck to you two as well in your journey as well. You've gotten through what I think is the scariest hurdle for sure. Thank you so much. For me (or, more precisely, for her), this much has been relatively easy. But somehow this last hurdle feels intractible. And the more I listen to the file...
I think my internal struggle has been fairly obvious over my posts lately. I was really close to paying for a custom file to make me think my wife had a dick. Upon meditating on that a bit more deeply and having quite a few drinks and gummies, I spilled the beans to her. I told her about my love fo...
I'd just like to go meta for a moment (so to speak) and say how interesting it is to me that so many of the people posting in this thread seem so bright, articulate, and self-aware. I've noticed this for a long time now while reading through all this, and I'm constantly reminded that this isn't nece...
One of my favorite hook ups. I’m doing a car cruise thing with a random guy. He had really thick dick, and I was going to town on it with my mouth. He said, “Are you gay?” I said I wasn’t as I came up for air. He laughed really hard, pushed my head back down, and said “I think you’re wrong about th...
1. I’ve been listening to Curse Masturbation Penetration a lot. It’s supposed to make you feel like you have a cock in your mouth when you stroke with your right hand, one in your ass when you stroke with your left, and both mouth and ass when using two hands. Don’t get me wrong; it’s hot as fuck w...
Perhaps the 'forced' and 'nasty' and other derogatory words are meant to act like 'don't think of an elephant'. Your mind may say 'that is dumb, of course gay sex is great, and I can prove it". You might be right, though I think in the BDSM context the humiliation itself is a big part of the p...
I've wondered something similar: why all the emphasis on how "dirty" or "filthy" or "nasty" with sexual things? Why the slurs and insults in shifting someone to be gay or a sissy or suck cock or whatever? Why can't we be encouraged to change or grow in sexual ways and ...
I wonder if anyone has a thought about this: I have loved this file, but I don't understand why hypnosis in the service of loving men more has to be "forced" or a "curse." I resist those words when I hear them, and it creates a distraction from trance. I wish I had the equivalent...
There was a deprogram file mentioned years ago here that I’d like to give a shot. I think the EMG file has knocked down some societal barriers that were more or less “programmed” into me since forever that I think is a healthy thing. But I’d like to kind of do a deep flush to figure out what is me ...
Internalized biphobia combined with a perceived or subconcious need to overcorrect from an otherwise heteronormative lifestyle, if I had to guess. Bisexuality still unfortunately carries a lot of undeserved scorn tied to it, and I'd imagine for some people it's easier to lie to themselves (and pros...
I have been listening to gay conversion files including CFG for 3 years now. I now only masturbate to gay porn, have had sex with multiple men, and haven't had sex with a woman since starting (largely because they are harder and more anxiety inducing to sleep with), but I don't know how to complete...