I have finally arrived at a place where I no longer get erections anymore. I can by stimulating myself but the sheer humiliation of realizing how I have been altered. I used to have the joy of rock hard penis and could cum if I wanted in less than a minute. Now I have given up
Getting to the point of desperation and need to masturbate. An awful feeling of loss is dawning in as much as I get to feel horny the loss of erection and sensitivity is heartbreaking. The humiliation of asking to masturbate to get that sensation back just continues to grow
I am controlled by this curse. After listening to several this leaves me both horny, impotent and unable to masturbate to orgasm. It has a powerful effect being aroused in the mind space but not able to get close to orgasm.
You may masturbate. My curse is set like concrete now. I found a Vive file called senses which makes erogenous zones permanently open to arousal even with touching or even while walking. Just the slightest rubbing cause real sensations which has fixed my constant lack of erection. But a double edged...
Not really atrophy but more sub conscious blocks arousal and blood flow resulting in no erections. At odd time at night and wake up erect it is much smaller but again I don’t believe penis atrophies like that of wasted muscle due to injury, lack of movement or exercise
I have sank deeply in a spiral if listening to various permission to masturbate files. I am essential emasculated. No erections. Trying to get hard an impossibility in last 6 weeks. In desperation I am asking for permission at least to see if there is some possibility I could enjoy an erection and e...
Davidthedoc. I fully understand your comments and couldn’t agree more A lifelong submissive that only came across hypnosis this July. My spiral was rapid. Having tried several files and found cal’s curse discovered it was very powerful and consuming. This led to speaking with a superior who led me v...
I am totally humiliated submissive sllut begging and begging each day. Even if I am denied to deepen the curse. Edging with no ability to orgasm is becoming all encompassing. Please help.
So I have endured to listen to Cal’s curse several times now. Compared to EMG file permission to masturbate is starkly different and potentially more destructive. I found my self during the day at work feeling very horny but not experiencing erection but just wildly horny. Went home and tried to mas...
Listened to this file last night before going to sleep. I was awoken by my penis being harder than ever I can remember and highly aroused. Like my subconscious woke me up to realize that even though I was I was not able to masturbate. Had to try and go back to sleep hard and took over an hour to sub...
After some soul searching decided to reinforce my predicament and listen to Cala curse. Just the third time of listening and feel this is very powerful suggestion of being a submissive slut ready for the humiliation. Experiencing already being able to edge with strong urge in my sub conscious to fig...
Really need help. Got through 12 days and very desperate. Effectively in chastity as this curse had really settled in. May I have permission from someone to masturbate the one time.
Start of day 5 and woke up very horny but of course the curse is strong and getting very accustomed to its control. Feeling a sense of enslavement by the curse and condition set upon me. No partner to help me so this is very difficult today.
3rd day of a 3 week condition before I can masturbate set by a very thoughtful forum member who clearly understands what I need to consider in my journey. Really connecting with the fact this is pretty much chastity curse as I have no way to play with myself and have promised not to ask anyone else ...
I wouldn’t mind seeing the text. Not that I will use as I am under 3 week lockdown before I can even consider masturbating. Just trying to understand what you are experiencing.My sub conscious curse is being very powerful and now making me shudder and convulse if I even think about wanting to mastur...
Verygnawty. Of course you may. I hope you enjoy having a hard penis and everything that comes with that. I have to wait 3 weeks now as don’t think I could even cum wearing a diaper and rub through it
Brown Bobby. Yea you are right. Why you said before is really sinking in. I think I do need to find control and realize the control and humiliation need to be respected. And will try and wait 3 weeks. I have given in. EMG curse is powerful so much more than I expected. Limp and never get erections o...
I Am learning quickly from this thread I need to accustom myself to humiliation. Not that I can expect straight forward permission to masturbate. I chose this and have to get used to it. I came in a diaper and had a ruined orgasm with no permission toncum 3 weeks afterwards. I have lost control whic...
To achromatic rainbow. So that didn’t go well. Edging lasted about 4 minutes so was ready to cum but held off to ruin with just a poor dribble and not sure orgasm even occurred. 3 weeks is a long time again
An awful day. Finally gave in a went and bought adult diapers. To put one one was truly humiliating and disgusting. Wasn’t long to be able to cum as I,was desperate and disposed of it seeing the stains was horrific. Feeling very low afterwards
Desperately need permission to masturbate. Couldn’t keep but keep listening to this file. Very powerful and addictive and has been 3 weeks now since I last masturbated. please help
Desperately need permission to masturbate. Couldn’t keep but keep listening to this file. Very powerful and addictive and has been 3 weeks now since I last masturbated. please help