So I'm on apps, and have had plenty of opportunity to get with a man. The attraction and desire is no longer the issue. I desperately want to however I get crippling anxiety and almost like lose body function when it's go time. Last night I was potentially going to drive to a guys place. When it was...

I finally am seeing men as attractive and people I want to be with! This is huge! I am so happy. I have had sexual desires for men since my early teens but never been able to act on it because I never was able to see them as attractive. I am now in my mid 30's. I have realized that if I try to hate ...