I really do hope you come back :) I enjoyed chatting with you on yahoo messenger... We were very similar, I have gone through my times where I think I'm at the brink of becoming the complete sissy girl I want to be, then completely stop listening to the files and stop dressing for months at a time, ...

how is it smoking pot with other people? I know that smoking pot gets me really self conscious and I feel really girly and gay and sometimes feel like everyone can notice, so I quit smoking pot... I used to love getting stoned by myself and dress up and browse the net looking at shemales and dreamin...

no more updates???

this is a very informative thread... I have listened to the file once or twice and this post kind of makes me want to listen more. I feel that I might be gay deep down, but I can never act upon my feelings... maybe this file will help me get over that and just accept that I love the cock lol.

i started listening to this file about 4 months ago, got really into it and then kinda stopped... dont know why, just didnt have much time. it slowly creeps back though, i started listening too it every now and again, then more and more and now i listen to it a lot and definately notice my sissyness...