Hey everyone! It's been a long while since I've posted. I think what happened was the humiliation part of the file resounded with me a lot, and I didn't want to tell people about it. But for a while now, all I've been looking at is gay porn. Even before I ever listened to this file, I would read cro...

So it's been a little while since I've listened, but I feel like every single time I listen now I go further and further. I listened once yesterday after having not listened in weeks, and found myself popping into a gay bar to catch the end of the football game! I couldn't stay, but I will surely be...

Back for another update. I've been listening regularly for the past few days again, and things feel completely different. I've been speaking to a very nice man on craigslist who is willing to get together and just sit down and chat, see if anything clicks, and we can go from there. He's very busy, s...

I actully only used train susceptible once, and I havent been listening daily. But I have been listening multiple times a day for the past week. Just today, I've listened 5 times already. I've just finally accepted that I will be happier if I am honest with myself. And to be honest, I'm like really ...

So, I posted a little while ago, talking about the effects of the file and whether or not it's working. Well, two days ago I listened to it on loop for like 4 times total, and yesterday and I had an urge that seemed completely natural; to meet a guy on Craigslist, like, immediately. I was emailing t...

I've actually been listening to this file on and off for a few years and I've got some questions, I guess. More recently, I've been listening more often, especially while being a little high, and I'm thinking it's working a little more than it was before. But I still feel like I'm not fully going in...

He done stole my sandwich!
That's my generic response when people would ask. This name's a bit out dated, I changed it everywhere else.
Oh, and thanks!

Could someone point me in the direction of Curse Force Gay? Can't seem to find it.