I didn't use any aother listening aids, but I do prepare my self mentally before listening to the file. I spend about 15 minutes relaxing and just focusing on clearing my head of the days events before listening. I decided to listen once a day for a week and see what happens. I'm not going to trigge...

Moderate success, On the trigger phrase I get down on on all fours and cannot move, I do not feel penetration, but I rock my hips as if being fucked quicky and strongly. It is very odd, I can feel the pressure inside and, but no pain involved. The other thing is that I feel deeply humiliated during ...