these files are really addictive. very intelligent and evil
god dammit, down the rabbit hole again

Could it be that this file is slightly addictive?

Anyone knows about a video file called "I'm a Barbie Girl" with hypno sugestions? I have this but I lost.. if anyone has.. Kisses http://www.mediafire.com/?h3ryzhnjzyo Actually these kind of hypnotic video files never really do much for me. Maybe I'm more audio oriented in accepting suggestions or ...

heavy shit

I kinda recognize myself in this. Although I didn't went as far as the poster. You have a mistress? Wow. Anyway, I got the same thing going on for years. It's all hot, but after orgasm, it sucks and you ask yourself why you did what you just did, and feel bad about it. Yet the next day the fantasies...

So I'm interested in what happens when you get 'bored' of this file. I mean, it's an exciting stimulation and a crazy experience. But everything gets old. So what happens when this file just doesn't do 'it' for you anymore. Do you search something similar? Or do you really keep listening, even after...

Stereoxchild--i just have to wonder where the file ends and "you" begin. Guys that listen to this must have some attraction to men, right? Or some attraction to being forced to be attracted to men. We have regrets or second thoughts about many things in life, right? Choice of career, where you live...

You love it when you're horny, that's what the file does to you. When you're not horny you're stuck with alot of doubt and you're 'afraid'. But the excitement and horniness pulls you again everytime. Last week I started listening again after a year of file-avoidance to a femdom file (SCUM). And yeah...

Diggin' up this old topic, but wondering what effects you had of this?

I'm still clean! :)
But you know what I miss?
The secret sexual excitement that a curse can give you.

tonight i had a family members over at my house for dinner. as the night progressed i, naturally :P, engaged in conversation with them. but i didn't notice until about half way through that i wasn't saying any 'rude' words. i was replacing them with words like 'oh goodness me' 'oh my God!' 'what th...

Well, I kind off forced myself into stopping these fem/sissy fantasies and started to focus ONLY on more dominating and more typical sexual fantasies. If I seemed to slip back to these submissive fantasies I told myself I could not let this happen and I didn't. These days they sometimes show their ...

Jeez, somebody is a serious closet case setting them self up for physiological damage. Induced by hypnosis or not if you keep doing stuff like that you're going to hurt yourself. If you're Bisexual then your Bisexual, let yourself be Bisexual, and then just be really judgmental of every guy you mee...

I'm still wondering how I'm going to end up, am I going to be one of those guys who freaks out then gradually accepts it or am I going to be one of the ones who goes back to being straight with maybe some gay interest on the side? Well, since I have been listening for about 3 years to loads of fem/...

Hmmm, sexual magnetism--interesting. Do you think your friend could be giving you signals? If he did demand that you service him, would you be able to resist? Would you want to? Well, when I was sharing the afternoon with him and he told me his stories, I didn't really had any of those feelings. No...

An update on my front: I still stayed clear of all hypnosis files, although interest rises when boredom strikes. Been having lots of contrasting feelings lately between masculinity, femininity & homosexuality. Sometimes I feel interested in one way, a day later the other way.. The fem/gay feelin...

Well, guess it's not a bad thing the oh so evil society 'brainwashed' us into believing being gay is not acceptable. Else there would be no longer a human species.

I don't really think whether or not you become addicted to a file is a good indicator that it is actually working - especially if you've been busy. It might just be a bit difficult to get into the routine... or of course it might not be the best file to bring out your masculinity... ...if that is w...

Oh btw, if you are lazy, should you always follow that impulse thinking "it's okay, that's what I seem to like and that's who I am" or should you try to fight it, eventhough 'that's not who you really are'? ;)

One thing I've come to believe -- if you bottle too much stuff up, try to force yourself to be something that you aren't, it's going to be a constant struggle and your feelings are just going to reassert themselves. You end up like Larry Craig, trying desperately to maintain appearances but always ...

Hmm, I think I might be afraid of it. I wouldn't want to be gay. I sometimes in the past doubted my sexuality (also because of the feminization fantasies & some feminine character traits) and feared the possibility that I could be gay. I think it's mostly the social aspect of it that makes me fe...

I don't know. It's definitely the result of hypnosis, but is becoming gay from hypnosis actually that different than becoming that way through early experience? I guess the main difference between me and someone who was always gay is that since I know it's a matter of hypnosis, I know that I should...

I also found that my attraction to women was one of the last things to go. To some extent, it's never gone entirely, since I'll see a woman out of the corner of my eye and be very briefly attracted, then the attraction gets sucked down into some hypnotic void. It's almost as if someone flipped a sw...

Actually, when reading your posts, I was struck by how you hit on so many of the classic symptoms of a latent crossdresser: Thoughts since childhood, being drawn towards feminization files, thinking about being a hot chick, having the pantyhose fetish & leg fetish files fail to wear off, some s...

And so it begins..

Gj!

There was some spammer posting horrible pictures in some threads. These threads are now gone. :(

Haha well, it's just an evil file. You'll probably love it, but will get scared at one moment when you notice changes happening and then you'll want to stop, which makes it even more attractive and harder to stop listening. It's just very addictive. It's fun AND it sucks at the same time. A very int...

Each day for 3 months?
My god you will be such a sissy lol.

Listened to the file 3 times now, and still no real feelings or noticeable changes yet - it's kind of funny to think how long i considered doing this and how non-eventful the results have been so far! I do find the file really addictive and fun to listen to though, especially as the voice seems to ...

It seems like the feminine fantasies might just be a holdover from your old hypnosis. It's telling that you don't want to let them win. No I don't think so. As I said I had these fantasies already before using any hypnosis file. But since I still haven't give in to these feelings since last year, I...

Maybe you still want to play with hypnosis, you still want a change; and maybe you think being gay will help you with the feminisation files, since gay guys seem to handle being feminine in society better than straight guys. (We don't really, I think; it's just such a small issue to be rejected for...

My opinion is ... you got pissed off, put the files aside and focused your attention in the 'right' direction. Once you got your life 'back on track' and in a relationship again you started looking for that little bit 'extra'. Either that or the curse or addictive elements of the files are now kick...

Yeah, the guys who have switched back say that a bit of it remains and maybe some wistfulness, though they don't seem to be regretful. The funny thing, though, is that you really do like whatever you're doing. Someone hypnotized me to go almost all the way back to straight and it worked pretty well...

The sad part about the temporary & trial thing is, that even when you, after using, stop listening to files like this, there will always be suggestions left hidden in your (sub)concious mind. Also you will have the experience forever in your memory and even when you totally stop it, you will kno...

I don't know why but reading this & related topics lately made me somehow interested in this file. I have been commenting here about not doing it, and why you shouldn't let this file control you, but now it seems I'm more and more attracted to trying it. Lately I've been thinking, why am I not a...

To be honest I didn't think this would be possible, so I listened to it a few times out of curiosity. It's been almost 8 months and I am not getting to the 4" mark. I was once 6" and I looked the other day and was shocked at the size I now am. I notice it when having sex, I can't get as deep and fe...

Though I don't think that necessarily applies to every suggestion, since a capable hypnotist can change the way you feel and what you believe so that you'll accept things you didn't before. One thing I'm sure of, and I wouldn't have believed it before I'd played with these files -- they really do c...

Some people can have a fetishistic liking for 'being controlled' in a way. Or have a fetish for transformation. Or they can just like the submissive side of these kind of files. In the end, hypnosis is a way of submitting to someone's will. And yes, we know, a subject has to accept the suggestions o...

If you guys are happy with the effects of CFG, why do you want to listen to CFS? You ask good questions, they get right to the crux of the matter. Actually, your post in the other thread was one of the things that lead me to try it. I mean, it's not like I set out to be gay, I just succumbed to the...

true that
the more i smoked, the deeper i went

Don't really understand what they mean with 'turning you gay' since it's all used in a sexual content. Isn't there 'love' involved aswell in homosexuality? I just don't believe it's ALL about sucking cocks like these files tell you.. :roll: So what do we get with these files? A sexual lust for the s...

since you experience everything a lot more intense when being high/stoned, i think it's rather logical to asume that files would affect you more since you concentrate more on every single sensation you get. anyway, i tranced alot while being high and i enjoyed the experiences alot more when under in...

you should keep listening to the file for a while. :)

It's used for natural breast enlargement.

Wow, how great of you! :)
Thanks!

Okay, today i gave it another shot. Went to 2 stores and in the last one i said to myself "argh, what the heck" and went for it. I bought 2 pairs and the woman at the counter didn't really said anything, except asking if she had to put them in a bag. :) I was so happy and relieved when I got out of ...

haha, how would I know the length of my legs?

After almost 2 years of many feminization files I finally decided to take the first big step, I wanted to buy me a pair of pantyhose. I never thought I would ever do this, but now I really want it. Guess it's the files.. Anyways, today I wanted to buy me the pantyhose. I decided to go to some superm...

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