That's the thing, on some level I keep consciously sabotaging any attempts to get away from the effects of the file. One day, I'll want to be a prissy, submissive, cock-sucking sissy. The next, I'll be horrified by the idea. So, in short, I don't know what to do. Maybe we should change the subject h...

um... i can guarentee it's real and i'm slowly giving in, yet i dont want to!

I just want these feelings to stop... Cant I do that without the removal file?

And if I dont, what's going to become of me?

:-(

I've listened to it on and off for about a year or so now, and to be quite honest I'm terrified of the changes it has brought about in me. I cant get through a single day without masturbating. Last week I spent £200 on lingerie and sexy toys, and told the girl at the Adult Book Shop all about being ...