Has anyone else had any success with this file?

Argh! I'm spending my days mindlessly masturbating and unable to control myself and I'm slipping more and more into being a sissy again!

What's happened with sissyboyoxford? I've been enjoying his posts but he hasn't said anything for a while... Have the effects worn off?

So, I'm wondering... why am I so scared to try this file again, when I constantly crave it? I still dont know what to do...

Wow!

Awesome, what's happened to you. Should I give this file a try? How does it effect you?

Why is it so hard to quit this? :cry:

Got a bit bored so started a journal and began working on something. Check it out! :wink:

Well, I had stopped crossdressing and wasn't getting any encouragement, and was scared enough of the file to stop listening. Not saying I'm one hundred percent better, but I am getting closer. Maybe if you wanted me to be a sissy you should try and make me, Loony. ;-)

Realisation... It's a great thing, isn't it? I've come to realize that with the exception of chronic masturbation, which was the case before even using the file, there are now no more effects caused by this file. The training has faded, the influence vanished, the programming gone. It's months since...

What if I just wanna be free of being a sissy? Oh, screw it, you're probably right... *grumble, grumble*

How do I know you aren't just saying that to get a perverse kick out of making me into a sissy slut??

Gargh!!!! I keep downloading CurseStrokeSissy and then not listening to it because I am scared, yet the moment I masturbate or get aroused, it brings all those desires back. I am so screwed. I am getting soooo close to just giving up and accepting my fate as an effeminate cocksucker... Can it really...

There is a fetish night at a gay club in Preston called Blowing Wild on the first Saturday of every month, called Afterlife. And a munch at the Old Bull/Kolor Bar on the third Wednesday of every month. I'm still unsure, but seem to be falling further and further into a need to be feminized and femin...

Just an update... I'm still losing my mind and slowly becoming a bisexual sissy, even tho I have stopped using the file. If you masturbate at all, it just continues to reinforce it... and it makes you always horny... so you end up screwed either way. Now me and a friend are discussing going to a fet...

Sigh...

Aren't there any dominant people on here who can make my mind up for me? I feel so conflicted and messed up... Half want to never do this again, half want to do what was suggested earlier and live a happy, albeit sissified life.

Well, I had a huge anxiety attack this morning after all this... First since I stopped taking my anti-depressants. So, now I'm back on them and determined to leave the sissy life behind.

Well, right now I'm only experimenting... But I stopped listening to the file. However, I'm thinking of starting again as I experiment to see where it leads me, and maybe listening to another file as well.

Any suggestions what the other file should be?

What has happened to me? Well, let me describe the last few months. First, I tried to quit, then found I couldn't. I went for a job interview in another town and ended up dressing up as a schoolgirl, buttplug in, in a salon having my nails and make-up done, before I went home. Everyone who saw me ei...