Well, I went away for Easter, didn't listen to any files, and my sissy cocksucking urges have subsided somewhat. I no longer feel compelled to listen to the files. They made me feel so good, I was using them as a mood drug. I substituted another drug, but that's no long-term answer. I still think ab...

I'm having difficulty believing this but if its true...good job? Don't you have a wife dude? This is counted as cheating. It's 100% true. Fortunately, my wife is broadminded enough that there is no such thing as "cheating". Our relationship isn't a game. That's not to say I'm not a little concerned...

Day 6: Had to go to a rural area to do some work. Resisted the urge to wear panties (though I did pack some just in case). Does male underwear really feel rough, like my Sissy files said it would? Well, sorta - it felt odd whenever I thought about it. Spent the night at a friend's place. Got stoned ...

The fourth day was much the same, except that I found myself falling into obedience of the CurseStrokeSissy masturbation instructions - which started to get a bit scary. Fortunately, my new obsession with housework kept me busy. So, you were chanting a girly name for yourself or what? Absolutely! B...

I've always liked forced feminization fantasy stories, so as an experiment, I've tried programming myself with TrainCrossDress, CurseSissyMaid and CurseStrokeSissy. I listened to each file a couple of times individually, then put them into a loop of about 10 files that play into my ears while I slee...

Ever the reckless one, and new to all this, last night I set up my MP3 player with about 6 files & had them looping throughout my sleep. I included Curse Anal Slut and Curse Sissy Maid. I didn't really know what I was doing - all of the files I used were the full induction/wakening sequence rath...