Well I'm kinda trying to back off for a while but it kinda is a wierd thing. I'll be set to stop and I'll even hide the my supplies and then it comes back realy hard and makes me want it more and more. I've thrown some of the cd's out but I still have one and I can't seemto get ride of it. I lisen t...

I didn't use this file but I have been trained to communicate as a baby at times. Beware if you want to have normal communications with others. it can make you feel like either you just don't want to talk or that what you say doesn't realy matter because your just a baby. It can interfear with your ...

"When i first started i wasnt sure if i wanted to wet the bed often, now i know i ant to wet the bed every night." Sounds like it's already getting into your head. When I first started Ijust wanted to try a little. The more I did it the farther I wanted to go. The more you lisen the more and more yo...

that sounds like fun. I'm still scared of fully losing total control though.

I did a little bit of both. But it did make quite a difference. I watched some hypno videos while lisening to the files from here. It's wierd how it push's you farther. I'm trying to not get to carried away. I don't want to be perminently incontinent. But I love age play, and this has made it easier...

So I experimented with the files here while on lsd. wow I can't beleave how wierd the whole trip was! I wear diapers alot more then ever. I can release very well. /But I can still hold out during the day. I just remember actualy being were and what they described! It was such a trip. I got to were I...

I'd love to hear more about your experiance with acid and the files. I have tried it also and would love to see how it affected others. Acid has been used by both religons, governments etc for years and other phyc.'s have been used befor that. It's very easy to hit trance and your brain is so changa...