I was like Jen. This was such a great file to listen to. It opened me up to a whole new world. I've been on hormones for over a year now. I don't listen to the file any more. It's done it's work.
Thanks for sharing that Gillian. Yes, the mental and emotional changes are profound. My relationships have all improved and, dare I say it, I have become more manipulate! Perhaps even more significant than going on the hormones was the decision to do it. I had to do the whole drama with counselling ...
Well, after five days on spirotone, my libido and mood took a dive. The mood recovered, but the libido is much, much reduced. Within two weeks, my breasts became tender. After two months both nipples and breasts are swollen. My body hair doesn't grow back as fast or as dense. My beard is softer. The...
Good luck Ally. I know what you mean! I'm the girl inside, breaking down the man outside! I'm poisoning him now with spironolactone and estrogen. He hasn't got a chance!
Hi Jennie You chose to listen to the file because the ideas where already in your head. The file confirms and reinforces. Find some allison_in_love files to listen to as well. They are a nice gentle contrast. Mind you, the other night when I started to have doubts about my feminization, I lined up s...
To gain legal access to hormones, I have booked in with a registered psychotherapist. I got her name from a local transgender support network, making sure I was going to someone sympathetic. After three months counselling I can go on hormones. Meanwhile I will start on herbals. My wife, very pleased...
Thanks for the invite Sabrina. I've joined and written a little describing developments from last night in your forum. The whole idea of hypnotism is something I'm quite sceptical about. I have a son who, having sworn not to, would quack like a duck if told he was hypnotised and had to do it. When r...
Perhaps I like it because it represents the first time I had encountered the idea of feminisation through hypnotism. I'm very analytical. I don't think I go into a trance. I scratch my nose if it itches or move my feet. Yet somehow this test very quickly turned into a list of suggestions I took surp...
Hi everyone. I had to think really hard, but I get so dizzy. This is where it all began. I found this test and from there stumbled across this site. I think I get to 60 percent.
For me it started listening to stroke sissy for a laugh. Now it's stuck in my head. I wear panties full time. My tits are tender and I massage them. I'm looking for hormones. It seemed such innocent fun when I listened to it, but now the inhibitions I used to have about feminising myself are gone. I...
This along with so many other EMG files have truly corroded my masculinity. It all seemed like such innocent fun. Mind candy. Now I'm full time in panties and looking for hormones.
Yes, it continues to creep up on me. I haven't listened to it for a while. It seems to have gone a bit 'old', but it has impregnated my mind. I say my name as I cum. I tell myself I'm a sissy. I come in my mouth. My wife puts panties out for me. In the last couple of weeks, I've taken to wearing the...
thanks Sarnoga. Finding this site has been a real eye-opener (or perhaps eye-closer!). At times I've been utterly convinced I've been cursed. As indeed I have, cursed to enjoy suggestions I find favour with! Amidst the files here, there are very few ones which do not touch on a fetish or sexual beha...
Yes, so true. All this started three days ago when I found a quiz about feminization. It told me that I should do more to improve my score. So I did by eating my cum once. Then I found this site the next day. I listened to this and StrokeSissy. StrokeSissy irresistably urges me to listen to other Cu...
I read the warnings about it in old threads, but that just seemed to increase my susceptibility to it. Although it directs masturbation, I'm a little gunshy after reading the old threads. I think about the consequences of masturbating with the consequent locking in of sissiness and the directive to ...
Both are very addictive and seem to have an exponential effect multiplied by listening to both. It creates a feedback loop of cause and effect. I've only been listening for two days. CurseStrokeSissy creates a ratcheting up of sissiness every time you masturbate, locking you into a cycle. CurseCum l...
Where can I get this file? I searched and couldn't find it. It sounds very hot. I have never eaten cum until today. Two days ago I discovered this and another site. I seem so susceptible to some suggestions....