Well im a crossdresser and the other night i came home drunk and i feel asleep looking up more hipno files and my dughter saw them now she thinks im a perv how do i make this up to her

So i'm a cross dresser and i downloaded the christmas dress file. My dughter knows about my fetishes but i feel selfish for wanting it to be christmas faster knowing that my poor dughter dosn't have much to look forword because we are poor.