The other was training with Catgirl's Curse -Ultimate Gay Sissy (which is unfortunately lost media now) for 2 weeks straight and uncontrollable fucking myself with a dildo in a hotelroom over Christmas 2020 and *begging* people to help me by sending me cocks to fuck me because I couldn't make a gri...

Is your idea of an ideal partner for a man an effeminate gay guy? Maybe you're subconsciously gravitated towards being effeminate because you think thats what gay men want? I definitely have had my need to be effeminate and submissive grow by listening to this file. I just want to worship a man, to ...

Woah, thanks for the links jr987, a lot of fun to be had in there. The shemale_therapist file is like my dream fantasy, lol.
I'll need to get myself caught up deeper before I reveal anything to my gf though, but it feels like I'm reaching that point :-X

It's been months since I've last listened but I'm inexplicably finding this file irresistible again. I've just been feeling more femme lately and all of a sudden I'm falling hard for men's bodies. I had to imagine a man breeding me doggy style to be able to cum for my gf this morning, and I'm still ...

Adding that I'll be Leaving my gf to go to another state next week. I would love something extra extra song to see if I can resist winding up on my knees in my hotel room in front of a stranger before going back home to her

How about something gay/sissification?

Any update newguy? Have you given in and gotten on your knees before your "friend?"

I want to have sex with a man so much but I can't and this file hasn't gotten me there yet. Any pointers on turning me completely into an effeminate sub who doesn't care about the consequences?

Just an update, we've ordered our 2nd round of hrt and are taking all our pills on time like a good girl. We haven't told Michaels gf and he's so worried how he's going to explain his limp shrinking clittie and his sensitive soft titties. He's freaking out inside but I can tell he's excited for the ...

just to continue sharing my experience here.... I'm no longer "trying" hrt. that is because I've actually commited to an hrt regimine! I was just dabbling with estrogen, but once I stopped I realized I hated life without it. now I'm on an AA and more estrogen and I'm so excited to transfor...

Another late update but I figured I'd let you guys know what's going on. I got my hrt (estrogen only) and I took it for around a month. I thought nothing was really changing but now I've noticed I have sensitive breast buds and I love how they feel, even though it's a little embarrassing that I've a...

Just for posterity, I'm down a similar path now. I started hrt to try it out and see how it felt. I now have sensitive little buds that hurt a little, but they're so much fun to play with and all I can think about is making them bigger and wearing clothes to show them off. I've finished my first two...

Just a small strange update. I've stopped listening to CFT for a while now and thought things had reset to normal and my little experiment was over. However, I've been increasingly having stronger and stronger transgender feelings and its been quite confusing and stressful. I've tried to to them dow...

Are you guys happier after starting hrt? I listened to this file for a few weeks a long time ago but it got kind of scary so I stopped. Now recently I've been looking into trying out hrt to see how I feel. I hadn't thought about it before because this was just a fetish, but now it seems to be consum...

ugh, michael is being so annoying and i've been feeling like i haven't gotten anywhere with him, but last night I had him dream he was fucking a trap while he was laying next to his gf. I can't wait to twist these until he is the sexy feminine little trap getting fucked in his dreams, hopefully I ca...

Your road to hell is my road out of hell. Is it such a bad thing to want to live? Especially when one voluntarily offered their life for mine by beginning to listen? I know I've always been in Michael and feel like I'm the real owner of this body. He's fighting back harder now but I think he knows t...

If, let’s say in two years time for example, you get gain control over his body (HTR, manhood crushed, etc etc) what happens to Michael? That personality/mind/etc? Would he be trapped in his/(your) own mind as some type of passive entity? Do you think he’s gradually losing control of him/yourself? ...

Sorry I've been gone so long but I feel so much better now. Michael tried to quit this file and leave the site but he came back and I know it's because it's what he truly wants. We haven't really been talking, he tries to ignore I exist, but I think that's better, that way he thinks my thoughts are ...

Thanks for the suggestion, I'll check it out. CFT hasn't had much affect anyways on me, even after daily listenings

Yeah it feels like it's a message of how I feel more comfortable and confident as a woman. I've talked to a therapist and she wasn't convinced I was trans, and she recommended spending some time playing with gender roles and women's clothing and seeing how I feel. I've tried and have some mixed feel...

Small update, I had a two part dream last night. First I was having a conversation with a friend and I kept stuttering and mumbling and just having a hard time communicating regularly. Then it kind of restarted but I was a woman this time. I was talking very easily and words just naturally and smoot...

Thanks for highlighting the steps, I've just been looking into hrt for now but it's nice to see what must be done beyond that. It seems like a long journey and I'm eager to get started. I just listened again and had probably the best trance of my life. I barely remember anything past the induction a...

Did my first listen just now so I'm just working for posterity. Obviously no changes yet but I actually feel a little calmer about my feelings and desires about being a woman, so that's a little relieving

I feel I am transgender but I don't think I have the strength to go through with it. I've been scared of this file in the past but now it seems like exactly what I want, it can let me let go and let someone stronger than me take control of my body and mold it into how it should be. I want to leave t...