The moment everything fell into place for me was when attraction to women turned into admiration, and admiration for men turned into attraction x

I believe that when I was young, I bi-curious leaning towards straight - this file was the thing that opened me up to talking to men and being intimate with a man When that happened - things changed gear and it was my boyfriend (at the time) introduced me to the gay lifestyle - that lifestyle change...

I would need a time machine to go back and try to unpack all of this now

I definitely do not believe I'm gay - I am gay to the core.

In my mind I was straight but had bi-curious tendancies - in no way did I believe I was gay though

I was more or less fully gay and accepted this about 14 years ago, I'm no longer with the boyfriend who I had back then (although he was an amazing thing that happened to me) but yeah things are good, I don't have a husband or a purse dog, but I do have dyed blonde hair and am currently chatting abo...

I started this thread 16 years ago - not bored at all, just hard to find time to post here while life is happening x

Stryper, great question!

I’m most definitely a twink, was possibly somewhere between a bear / otter when the transformation occurred but I have lost a ton of weight (now vegan) and body hair is all gone - I am totally smooth and actually wear a lot of women’s-fit clothing.

I love being a twink!

Steve, I’m sitting here in bed with my boyfriend reading your post and we both agree there’s nothing to be scared of - the changes (if they happen) will be slow and you’ll have plenty of time to think about them. The reality is most of us enjoy the changes when they start happening and you’ll want t...

I really don't understand this sort of negativity - "your life destroyed" - if the poster didnt have an interest or curiosity they wouldn't have listened in th first place? The whole point of this file is it can lead to a totally new lease of life, and thats what you should be looking forw...

I love reading posts like these, cogratulations stryper! I think face attraction is soooo important in understanding your sexuality - actually for me it was one of the first pieces of the puzzle to fall into place, but I guess it didnt work out that way for you. There are lots of excercises and thin...

Stryper + davidrb thanks for your comments! It's been quite the journey but yes I'm doing well, I never started this thread with the intention of it living on for so long, and I didn't mean to inspire anyone but I'm so happy it has! It has been a ride with ups and downs, I have lost contact with my ...

Hey guys, it's me - can't believe it's been 10 years!

Hope everyone is doing good - I would love to reconnect with some of you xx

Always here babe x

good luck babe x

Sounds interesting, I'm curious but I guess there's no point in listening to the file myself :)

That's exciting hun, I think your best bet would be to listen more regularly, but in time that should naturally happen I think :)

aww thanks so much xx mwah

oh im in the chatroom now babes if anyone happens to be online :)

Hi boys :) So good to come back to this forum and read stories of all the new turnees xxx It makes me so happy that this thread has become such a thing, I always get so down that I don't visit this site often enough, I said this last time but I'm really going to make the effort to come on here more ...

It's so good to see how many of you boys have turned. I'm just so proud of you all :D I too am very fem since I listened to the file all that time ago. I don't know if it was just my subconscious associating being gay with being feminine but I'm definitely a total queen. And fabulous of course! mwa...

It's so good to see how many of you boys have turned. I'm just so proud of you all :D I too am very fem since I listened to the file all that time ago. I don't know if it was just my subconscious associating being gay with being feminine but I'm definitely a total queen. And fabulous of course! mwah!

maybe we need our own thread where we can chat about boys and gay life :)

that gif is hot, and being fem is hot :)

:) oh i know that feeling

For me, none of the "fem" suggestions actually came from CFG - I think for me, it was just a slow realization (well I didn't even realise it was happening) that crept in once I had met a BF - and we'd spent time together, chatting, relaxing - listening to music and that kind of thing. But it doesn't...

dreamerrj wrote:It's amazing what this file can do to you in a year. A year ago, this fif would have grossed me out.
http://cdn-media-02.pingay.com/storage/img/245x0/73698
Now I desperately want to be the man in the middle. I love it.

oh my :)

:)

Alien4420 wrote:

Dave564 wrote:
Yep! Been with Luke almost 5 years now, longest relationship I've ever had, we still live together and everything is great :)

That is really great, Dave. Hope you're still wearing your collar too. :-)

thanks!

omg! yeah, the collar - well you know, I wear it sometimes :)

[quote="Alien4420"]

Dave564 wrote:

hiya hun!

So are you still with that guy you were with? Haven't heard anything in quite a while.[/quote

Yep! Been with Luke almost 5 years now, longest relationship I've ever had, we still live together and everything is great :)

Alien4420 wrote:Hey Dave! Good to hear from you.

hiya hun!

hiya guys, it's me I'm back again :)

I'm going to try and make more of an effort to be in the chatroom these days, would love to chat to some of you if you are around :)

Also, I just wanted to apologize for all the pm's that I have not had the chance to respond to :(

I'll be in the chatroom for most of today if anyone does fancy a chat - I'd love to speak to some of you :)

so fabulous to catch up with everyone going on in this thread :)

@Alien4420 Hiya hun! @biggerfatter I am still with Luke my boyfriend yes - it's been almost 4 years now! I'm mainly into pop and dance music, however if we're going out or I'm just in the mood I will listen to techno, trance and EDM - I absolutely adore Lady Gaga and bought her new single on first d...

@biggerfatter

I can give an update if you would like - not much has changed since my last one though, it has been many years now though!

Is there anything in particular you'd like to know?

I just mean that it was never my intention when I started it, I had no idea where we would all end up.

So shocked this thread has reached 1000 replies, not sure what to say lol!

I find it amazing just how frequently people assume (maybe because of how I dress or talk?) that I want to become a woman - so wrong.

Ryan,

I understand.

Rigsby, you would have hated my "coming out"it was about as outrageous as it could get - looking back I do regret it.

Ryan, I think that's really good advice from Alan. I actually did a very similar thing with my own sister years ago. Out of interest do you have any friends - male or female that have any interest in the clothes, music or stereotypically gay interests you've thought about beyond the contents of the ...

Rigsby, thanks very much - I hope to be on here more often in the future, I find it hard to believe this thread has gone on for as long as it has - I'm flattered people even remember me.

Ryan, I was referring to the camo / personality changes in my last post.

Alan, Hello Hun! Yeah I don't really get to come online as often as I like, but I absolutely have no regrets - I've never been happier. Of course things haven't always been perfect (nothing ever is right?) and 5 years ago if I could have looked into a crystal ball and seen myself today I probably wo...

Alan and Rigsby, I guess this is kind of an interesting point, I've been told by quite a few people that they consider me to be camp. I never planned or really understood why it happened, I didn't notice the change either so sometimes it's really hard to make sense of. Some of my friends and family ...

Good hun, god I can't believe this thread is still going!

I just read back through it and feel so embarrassed!

Hiya everyone :)

beautiful post godmuscles - so glad to see someone "get it" :)

omg

Hiya deck, I used to listen to the file everyday when I first started - personally I don't feel like I need to listen at all, because deep down I feel 100% homosexual in my mind and body, my bf generally asks me to listen to it once a month still though - I don't think there's any point though lol p...

lol yeah it's just fantastic.. I just can't imagine ever being straight again - I would never want to go back to that life.

I'll pass your comments onto luke lol

thanks sooo much alan! I love it too - my bf got it for me! Deck999 - I think you should go for it, the file has made me so happy, beyond words - it's been an amazing journey and I can't recommend it enough, I'm so happy with the results - you're so close to being "there" I think you just need that ...