My changes are continuing unabated. I've actually had a compulsion to let my hair get long enough that I can make a 'do with hair spray, and I can't describe the feeling when I got it fixed up. It was unlike anything I've ever felt before. I don't feel normal now if my legs aren't shaved.....and my ...

I've noticed that the more I listen to the files, the stronger the urge to buy feminine clothing becomes. It becomes an obsession until I go do it. [Bought two pairs of shoes, a top, some capris and a nightgown today....thank God for markdown clothing stores!!!] There needs to be a file to lose fear...

Yes. And in a way, I love my new curvy figure!

Part of me is horrified about what is happening...before I listened to WMM files I didn't even crossdress.....now I'm alternating betweeen being scared and loving every little change that I see that is beyond my control. I guess I love the helplessness part of it. I look at my nails all painted up a...

I've been listening to a combo of all the files [the curses and others, not the triggers so much] at various times, but somewhat infrequently....I dress daily when at home, but I've noticed the compulsions to put on makeup, and paint my nails are much stronger after a recent round of the files. {I'v...

I know that my weight has gone way up since I started listening to the files....it's almost like I am compulsed to overeat, to develop more breast-like fat.