Excellent reply CeeDee....excellent! Although I've yet to orgasm (and dang it, I don't have a boyfriend to help me at the moment), I have a sensitive clitoris and a fairly strong sensation when it becomes aroused....I'm post-op about 9 1/2 weeks at this point. As for the hormones, a lot of other wom...

You could certainly try some of the removal files and see if that helps to rid you of the desire to listen! Especially if you have removed the induction and don't take the time to listen in trance but while walking around doing other things, substitute some music or something else you enjoy for it a...

My fat is quite camera shy I'm afraid...well, at least parts of it are! LOL

Catherine

Never heard anything about it being described as more watery....but women do tend on average to have higher body fat percentage....the reason being that breasts are pretty much fat tissue (or silicone or saline which doesn't count!) and that's what gives women a bit more in curves and softness is ha...

Well, there was no magically for me, I was blessed to be born with a pretty decent starting setup and starting at an early enough age that the hormones could work pretty well for me and it was something I got to a point of it having to be done...no ifs, ands, or buts. Turns out I was born intersexed...

Download all the ones on here that sound like they might be something you would like to hear and listen to them without the intro (try about 10 minutes into the file, keep jumping a bit forward until you get to the body of the file) and see if you like what you hear. If you find elements you don't l...

I used parts of it (my mixing) while I have been on hormones (by prescription under care of my endo) to see if it would help things but I can't say for sure how much it helped, but my body has definitely changed!

Catherine

Yes, although a lot of the files on here have some great content, many of them have an element I don't care for or they are too similar to another file that has content that I like as well and I don't have 2 hours to listen to a few files every day so I mix them to fit what I need. Now, EMG doesn't ...

Rayne If you have these feelings and they are controlling your life or wrecking things when you get to a point of not having a "busy time" which happens to so many, it's time to definitely seek some professional help. Find out if this is something that through your efforts that you want to reduce an...

Hi, Sorry...I didn't mean it to come across as angry and upset, just as educational! It's best to learn the lingo of the people you hang out with, just so you don't offend those who would take grave offense and so that you can properly converse with them. I'd have replied sooner, but I had a couple ...

Well, it's over and I'm laying here in my bed typing this and all I can say yes, YES YES. It's all worth it. However, unlike some TS's have done, my dosages have been fairly realistic, 4mg of Estradiol and 100mg of Spiro. 2 weeks before surgery it drops to 2mg estradiol and it will be that after I g...

That's actually very true....I work in a male dominated competitive enrivonment and I enjoy doing some other things that guys like as well and when you show them some personality and belief and strength in yourself, dang...it's hard to keep the guys away! Catherine (recovering from GRS in the hospit...

Please Kingpenguin....we're not "trannies" A tranny is what goes in your car....ie, my car has a 5-speed tranny. I don't mind being referred to as "transgendered", but properly the term for my situation is transsexual. There are also people who are crossdressers and transvestites, depending on whose...

It is a fantasy for many and it's a curiousity to others and to others it's as real as the keyboard that I type on. There are far too many people out there playing at being transsexual...saying things like "if you're really TS you'd get hormones illegally" or "you'd fake your letters for surgery" or...

Most of the phytoestrogens you can buy in the store are around 1/1000th of the strength of prescription estrogens from the research I've seen. This means that they aren't really worth the effort and definitely not the cost for most people with male hormonal systems/balances. The one drug that I did ...

Thank you. A dear friend of mine who is a few years post-op takes every opportunity when she meets someone else travelling this path to try and discourage them from it. Why? Because she feels that a person who truly needs it will say "I don't care, I've got to have this anyway!" and someone who is m...

pfoley83....what are you really seeking? Are you doing this for weekend fun or permanant changes? Are you really willing to lose your job, maybe your family, have to move, etc.? Willing to spend all kinds of time and money for it or are you doing this on the weekend....to break the mold of how you l...

Hi Renee! Okay...you can have my general age...well, I guess everyone else is going to see it, too! I'm in my 30s....early ones...not mid or late ones, but almost everyone I talk to or know thinks I'm mid-20s so I at least feel much better knowing that! Yes, you are quite correct as the body is more...

Hiya Pisces, OTC hormones are VERY weak compared to prescription ones, I think I saw the figure somewhere comparing them that soy products are about 1/1000th of what the strength of the estrogens are in a prescription drug, so there probably isn't much change with them. I took Estroven for a while a...

I've not really heard anything about changes to facial features through listening to the files and I don't know that right now I can attribute much more than perhaps an assisted mental state for myself to listening to them enough that my mind is used to certain ideas more than it used to (of course ...

Thank you Barbie! That is most appreciated and I am behind each and every one of my brothers and sisters as well, you most definitely included. And yes, you are right...sometimes even the simplest things are now very complex. Things you would never think of having to do have to be done to make it al...

Hi everyone! Thanks for the great information you've shared Barbie. I love seeing someone post such well worded and helpful things. I'm an MTF TS who is taking that "realistic" approach and I have tried to use some of the files on here to try and help with some of those icky male socialization skill...