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male, originally.
male most of the time,
with triggers this is more of an operational question.

cronologically 58 soon to be 59.
Again, in trance, or under influence of triggers, age is a very relative thing.

hehe
by jothan_s
April 15th, 2006, 6:32 pm
 
Forum: Idle Chatter
Topic: Man or Woman?
Replies: 30
Views: 24869

Sue Grafton

Sue Grafton's "I is for Innocence"
by jothan_s
April 15th, 2006, 6:27 pm
 
Forum: Idle Chatter
Topic: What are you reading right now?
Replies: 34
Views: 26217

Old TV and current lifestyle

Old TV show, Night Court, Judge Harry's father who was former mental patient, had a quote have always liked. Now fits this one's life so well. hehe

"But i'm MUCH better now!"
by jothan_s
April 15th, 2006, 6:26 pm
 
Forum: Idle Chatter
Topic: Quotations..Proverbs ..Things that make me smile..
Replies: 91
Views: 82194

yes, Mistress can trigger extreme pleasure, in waking state, just as She can trigger actual orgasm. She does sometimes when wishing to reward Her slave. As for punishment, used to be unpleasantries, now memory loss. Because of the nature of this kind of punishment, this one is not sure if trigger is...
by jothan_s
April 8th, 2006, 7:28 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Remote Control
Replies: 3
Views: 4892

pretrancing lucidity

back in my college days, WAY back cause this one is older than dirt, read a magazine article about lucid dreaming. know about suggestion now, the article was basicly about autosuggestion, steps to lucid dreaming.... EVERY night before going to bed, tell yourself what kind of dream you are going to h...
by jothan_s
April 8th, 2006, 1:33 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Lucid Dreaming
Replies: 20
Views: 20318

works

Yes, this is how Mistress works. connecting real or virtual events to thought patterns, helping Her slave want the change by use of those events to which slave has become, for want of a better word, addicted. positive reinforcements are so powerful on this one that given some time, not always a lot,...
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 10:42 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Personality Change
Replies: 9
Views: 11136

oh yes

Mistress has done such with this one many times. not sure about teh caning, no memory of such harshness, but the orgasms/erections remote triggers/cue triggers, and being hypno bound through specific signals touches to. bind completely or just parts Here is an interesting phenomenom. I once had a su...
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 10:14 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Hypno BDSM
Replies: 33
Views: 35656

or a remote, text activated trigger, that would allow the Dom to tell you he is spanking you and you feel it completely, without haveing to do it to yourself. more like Dom(me) is there with you. all of my triggers are text triggerable, in PM, email, chat, etc. Mistress can leave email "bombs" or ev...
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 10:06 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Triggers for auto submission (spanking, gay male)
Replies: 4
Views: 6232

Mistress uses positive reinforcement when trancing this one. am now addicted to being tranced and look forward to new sessions. eager. willing. accepting. because the reinforcement is so wonderful

punishment now is blocking memory of sessions. hate that
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 10:01 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Remote Control
Replies: 3
Views: 4892

know triggers planted that change this one's orientation on a phrase. pretty sure original orientation was straight. now norm is bi. can be triggerd to straight, gay, or even female form as any orientation, (straight, bi, or lesbian) is possible. is
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 9:58 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: homo-bi-hetero transformation
Replies: 29
Views: 31314

problems in chat

sometimes when clicking on the chat icon there is the message about being restricted to registered members even though page shows correct membereship log in. sometimes can go into chat screen but sits there after two "undefined" somethin-or-other, and chat never loads. what is wrong? haw can it be f...
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 9:52 am
 
Forum: Site Improvements
Topic: problems in chat
Replies: 1
Views: 2178

sometimes 24/7 total slavery through trancing can bring this about anyway. slaves do not choose. slaves obey, and watch when ordered to.
by jothan_s
April 7th, 2006, 9:44 am
 
Forum: Feminizations Forum
Topic: Cuckold Files?
Replies: 5
Views: 6422

damn, i hope Wife does not get interested in this one 8O
by jothan_s
October 12th, 2005, 5:47 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Pregnant Men
Replies: 23
Views: 28575

ditto

not sure if She used the file from here or just did Her own thing, but i am sure that i could be triggered to slave state after about three months of being tranced. now i have been trained to slave state to Her, but know that Her friends who know the slave trigger can make me slave even today. stuff...
by jothan_s
October 12th, 2005, 5:43 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic:
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Penis Growth

Take a look at my journal entry on penis growth. Keep in mind that i have no idea if Wife actually uses the files SHe has me download from here, or just uses their descriptions to make Her on scripts tailored to me personally. i suspect a bit of both. growth is not tremendous at this stage, but She ...
by jothan_s
July 17th, 2005, 7:18 pm
 
Forum: Help with Files
Topic: Penis growth
Replies: 1
Views: 2702

trig hardon

i KNOW i can be triggerd to a very stretched and straining erection. in fact that is the ONLY way i can get erect now. Not sure if it was teh WMM file or just something Wife did on Her own when She trances me.
by jothan_s
July 17th, 2005, 7:09 pm
 
Forum: Help with Files
Topic: TrigHardon
Replies: 5
Views: 5028

i'll measure mine and see if groth is occuring. can only measure it soft though. can only get an erection when She triggers it and that is usually when i am too busy to measure. She sometimes triggers an erection remotely by phone or email so i might could do a measurement then. and keep track when ...
by jothan_s
June 22nd, 2005, 1:20 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Has anyone had success with PenisGrowth
Replies: 7
Views: 9857

Lovebuns69 Damn! i have no interest in becoming a cock sucker. none. i have not listened to any of the files here for some time, Wife is the one who trances me now. Maybe it is just my heightened sense of sexuality from Her trancing sessions. i know that some of the sessions i am allowed to remember...
by jothan_s
June 21st, 2005, 9:36 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Crotch Watching
Replies: 12
Views: 17133

i no longer try any of these files on my own, but Wife uses eitgher the files or Her adaptations based on the content, on me. The problem with answering your question is that i do not always remember a session when She trances me. However, i hav experienced no boob growth that shows. And it seems to...
by jothan_s
June 21st, 2005, 9:13 am
 
Forum: Help with Files
Topic: Has anyone tried the
Replies: 3
Views: 3412

i voted for several, some of which i do not know WHY i voted for them. Rather embarassing actually. i just hope there is no record of which ones i voted for that is available to the general public. LOL Mostly i voted for those that interest me greatly, and those which Wife has managed to do with me ...
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 3:00 pm
 
Forum: The Voting Page
Topic: Vote Shout Outs
Replies: 34
Views: 33542

i now have a better attitude about homosexuality and bisuality. i was never attracted to men, and have no desire to be. BUT, i understand that there are men who do have those attractions, and/or want to develop them. i am glad that the file works for you, and equally glad that Wife does not use it o...
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 2:24 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Change of sexuality!!!
Replies: 17
Views: 22992

absolutely. i can not cum, period, unless triggered by Wife, or unless She set up some sort of delay trigger like a note for me to find by chance.

i can NOT cum any other way.
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 2:19 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: deny orgasm
Replies: 3
Views: 6206

What is crotch watching wsupposed to do? i am a straight male with no desire for sexual encounters with other men, but have found myself staring at mens crotches on occasion. i did not listen to that file though as far as i know.
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 2:10 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Crotch Watching
Replies: 12
Views: 17133

i am not really sure myself. Most of the training files i have been tranced to leave no memory when Wife is finished trancing me unless She wishes. i am pretty sure She used a growth one on me but no real memory. i am always very conscious of my penis now though, feels heavy and thick even when Wife...
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 1:59 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Has anyone had success with PenisGrowth
Replies: 7
Views: 9857

i was a compulsive masturbator even before Wife set the trigger in me. Then She made me so that i can not get an erection or cum unless She triggers me. So when triggered to masturbate, if not also triggered to get hard or cum, it is very frustrating that i can not stop. Good thing Wife uses differe...
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 1:56 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: TrigMasturbate
Replies: 6
Views: 8957

Wife uses the ideas from the files and then trances me in Her own words tweeking to tailor for me. So, when She triggers me to female form, i fully feel that i have a female body. She can trigger me so that i don't just feel like a man in a woman's body, but feel that i AM a woman, fully.
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 1:52 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: trigfemform
Replies: 11
Views: 12444

Trig erection, and trig orgasm work exactly as advertized. Wife now has me set so that the triggers are the ONLY way for me to get hard, and/or cum. Of course She also made them so that i am not self triggerable.
by jothan_s
June 20th, 2005, 1:39 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Files that have worked exceptionally well for you!
Replies: 104
Views: 137510

i first started coming to this site for help with erection and sensitivity probloems i thought were related to diabetes. i was not into the feminization files and a lot of the otehrs although some of the slave, bondage, etc. files did interest me. i never had a lot of luck with any of them as i was ...
by jothan_s
June 8th, 2005, 12:46 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: Files that have worked exceptionally well for you!
Replies: 104
Views: 137510

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