by cardigan » May 1st, 2006, 5:43 am
Most people cannot distinguish between relaxation and trance. It is a common misunderstanding that you are not hypnotized, if you are aware of what the hypnotist is saying. This is not true.
So by opening your eyes, moving around to stop the file, rewind it and then start over, you are actually pulling yourself out of whatever trance you are in at that moment.
Your best bet is to stay put and listen to the file. It will work to the extent of what is possible with you - even though you are aware of the words. Try instead to relax as much as you can and to listen to everything that is being said. Then if and when you reach a point in time, where your awareness begins to decrease, then that's fine. But trust that when the induction ends, you will be in a light trance, that with practise can become deeper - much deeper.
About a year ago I had never done any self hypnosis before. I had only hypnotized other people. And I really didn't know what it felt like to be hypnotized myself. Then I started making files for other people, and they reported about success with these files. So I thought that why not make one for yourself? So I did, and the first couple of times I heard the files, I was present for the entire while and heard everything. But still the files would work in the way that I had imagined that they would work! Then after a while I started going deeper, and now I barely make it past the induction, before I'm far away. zzzzzz
Cardigan