Sorry for the threads, however, I really want this to work. I want to implicate a trigger-term into my subconscious mind, in which case, if I consciously speak out of think the term or if I imagine the term(That is; if I imagine the hypnotists voice, mine or anothers speak out the term), for my subconscious mind to create the affect, whether it be physical (My brain to induce feelings based upon memory or physical nerve endings to be stimulated by my subconscious mind) or imaginative to take over the perception of reality (To induce an alternate; subconscious reality based upon that sense of perception (Whether it to occur whilst I'm doing something, in which case, the area of sensation from the present reality (I.e. Myself to be able to see myself physically in a mirror as it would be logically; my senses; visually, would signal the data from reality to my brain to create the visual affect) to be affected upon segmentally (To view everything as I would in the present reality; normally, but to have the slight alteration, such as; to view myself as a female whilst I'd view the rest of reality normally (For a segment of my sensory perception to be filtered out by my imaginative; non-logical mind).
Anyway, I've tried listening to EMG's tracks before sleeping. I'd listen to a hypnosis induction, following onto a 5-minute orgasm track based upon a trigger phrase. However, I would hear the induction whilst I'm falling asleep, (Whilst I'm doing to sleep, I'd put my ear phones on to listen to the tracks whilst sleeping) in which case, EMG's voice would appear then disappear as my imaginative mind would kick in to induce a dream. However, the voice would prevent myself from sleeping properly, as I would transition from being able to hear his voice to not being able to hear his voice (That is; to falling asleep to waking up to hearing his voice (I think?)).
However, after the first night of trying this method, I had woke back up after 20 minutes, believing that I had the earphones still placed within my ears. However, I found it odd that I couldn't hear anything (30 hypnosis tracks on repeat), in which case, my logical mind had kicked in, leaving myself to find the earphones alongside with my MP3 player down the side of my bed. Anyway, I didn't hear his voice, so, presumably, the suggestions should have slipt into my subconscious mind as I wasn't conscious of what he was saying :P
I had tried again the night after (I had some success a few nights previous (I was conscious of what he was saying but could feel the suggestions; the words would inflict feelings throughout my body. The term "orgasm" would trigger off a growing sensation of pleasure)), falling asleep but had woken up after he had said (Now it's time to wake up on the count of 5). However, the trigger still hasn't worked and I haven't felt the 5 minute orgasm... :(
Please, can someone guide me to a successful self-hypnostism? I want to be able to have trigger phrases implicated into my mind, to induce the regulation of my sensory perception, whether it to be segments or complete regulation of; vision, scent, feeling and hearing. I'd want to view myself as a female with a male mind. However, I don't desire to inflict upon permanent changes but rather hallucinatory affects.
Help is much appreciated!
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