by loony28 » December 20th, 2008, 11:50 pm
[quote="MacGyver"]well, besides letting it play all night in my sleep, i also trance with the file 2 or 3 times a week, and each dream, i see more or something may change just a bit. i think my body has started doing some changes as well.
i have noticed my calves seem to be getting a bit smaller and more feminine, my feet are starting to look just a bit smaller and my shoe and work boots are fitting looser, and the hair on my legs seems to be getting a bit thinner and my jeans are fitting a bit loose in the waist, i am going to have to make another notch in my belt about 2-3 inches from where the last factory notch is so it will keep my jeans from falling down at work. but to look at my calve from the side, they are looking alot like thsoe of a woman.
so, i am thinking that it may be my inner woman showing me right now what i can look like if i keep using the file like i am now, and since she was walking infront of me, maybe i am seeing her as she is going to lead the way through any physical changes.
i also noticed i was very calm in my last dream, i was also happy, and seem to feel as though being feminised is something i was wanting, and that i wanted those physical changes. my consious mind is not so sure i want those things, it is even a bit worried about it but, you dream with your subconsious mind, and therefore, maybe deep down, i really want it and my consious mind just does not know it yet.
something about my dream just feel so good, so right, the feeling is really hard to explain, but seems as if it is something that should be, so, eventhough i normal stop with a file and change to another after 2-3 weeks, in ym third week now, i have decided i will stickl with this one a bit longer as i want more of those dreams, and i want to see the outcome as in each of my alst 2 dreams, they start where the previous dream left off at, like a mini-series that is to be continued, you got to tune in another day to see another part. well, that is the best description i am able to give right now, if i get offline now and get ready for bed, i can trance with the file then go to sleep with it playing in a continuous loop while i sleep.[/quote]
Keep at it and see how far it goes. If you truely are seeing physical changes and you feel relaxed after the dreams then it seems to be something good for you.