Hi, new user would like a bit of help

[whatthe75]

, I do relax, I can feel myself relaxing and going kinda numb, but that's it. Then my mind wanders away into thoughts from all over the place, my brain jsut plucking random things to distract me.

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That is trance. Your mind goes wondering because that is your concious mind floating away.Your Unconcious mind is listening so your concious mind wonders off.

[whatthe75]

Ah right, I always thought it was something like, blacking out. You just wake up, 20 minutes have passed etc.

That can happen too.But that is more when you go into deeper trances.The more you experience trance, the deeper your mind can go so in time you might find that happening too( but no need to wonder if it doesn't)