I've been trying to listen intently to certain files, hoping i will feel or see the changes, but i'm not sure any of them are really working. Here is what i'd like to know or see happen. can you help me?
I get very into files that tell me and instruct me to do things, while I'm listening to them, i like the idea of being and becoming bi-sexual. and i really like being told to strip naked and do kinky things as suggested. repeated out loud words, that a Mistress or Master instructs me to say. something that really has me spinning is the fact that i'am married and my wife is not aware of my strong desires for sucking or fucking cocks. i do not think she is into it, i would love to somehow get her into the role of a mistress that cuckolds me, i watch her get dressed and all pretty for other men that she makes me find online that will come over and fuck her, or let her become a dominate mistress and she takes me and them and smacks are balls and teases our cocks until we are begging. i want her to become a mistress and also cuckold me, fucking big cocks right in front of me. making me suck them and help guid them into her. licking her clit while other cocks slide into her pussy, then they pull out and shove into my mouth and cum, she laughs at me and they both rest and have a smoke, while i watch and listen to them talk about shoving things up my ass or having other guys come over so they can watch me get fucked. having my wife cage my cock, punish my ass and humilate me in front of her lovers would be a great experience for me and her. i have got her to go along with the fucking other guys part so far, but nothing ever happens between them and myself, just us all fucking her.
i like to hear woman and men tell me, instruct me, give me orders to perform and do crazy kinky things. i want to hear more about these online trigger words that people email in messages to others? it sounds as though, i could have a relationship online only, where i simply open up a email message, and suddenly i'm under a trance and doing what ever the message says? is this correct? can that really happen?
I would love to call a number and have a mistress or master simply say a word or two and the next thing i know or remember is, i'm naked and covered in my own cum and lots of pictures have been taken by myself and posted on here for everyone to see, minus my face though.
can or could that hsppen, is there any program or file that will set me off, where i listen to it, and the person is telling me, i'm there slave.
as there slave, i will check my email daily for new commands and instructions, and i will follow them exactly as told to do so or else.
is there a program to hypnotize my wife into becoming my mistress?
making her use me as a cuckold or turning me into a anal pet, that she finds so enjoyable to make me fnd guys to come over and fuck me in front of her, while she laughs and takes pictures of it all, then afterwards talks to me about how great it felt to suck and fuck cocks in front of her?
how about it?
Is there anyone that can give me some advice or where to look?
thx, and i'm home daily monday thru thursday from 2-3 oclock alone, this would be the perfect time for just about anything to happen privately between me and someone else. I could be hypnotized during this time, say i open a email each day at this time frame, and it has those instructions i have read about on here, where i will read them but not remember being told to do them. during this time i could be told to strip and do things to myself and tske pictures to post on here. i could be told how to masterbate, instructed to do it in certain ways, like finding my wifes dirty panties and sniffing them, or using one of her big dildo's to fuck myself, maybe you or someone or theres a file that can suggest or make me do naughty things when i listen to them, open them up, or hear from others thru emails, i'm instantly theres and find myself doing what they suggest, is this possible and based on my fantasies, sucking cock for real, but not jeapordizing my relationship or safety or std's?
is it possible to just hear or see a file and i find myself stripping naked and repeating after the talker, say this and then do this.
then not remembering until i'am instructed again, to go to a site online, here or someplace and see ad's i have posted about finding guys to date, pictures of when i actually did find a guy and suck his cock or take it? is it possible to be tranced hypnotized and triggered to do something like this and not remember until told to remember?
i want to really experience a online affair with a master or mistress, that can lead me and make me do things my wife won't. maybe convince her to do them too, but not at the cost of losing her or wrecking my marriage. is it possible to just have a online sexual affair where i can be bossed around, made to do things and not jeaporized what i already have?
i do have her willing to have sex with other men, and she has been the sub in these encounters, even blindfolded and fucked by someone she'll never know who it was, that was hot. she was very aroused by that. i want to be submissive too, i think i have something here to work with.
i just need to figure out how to get her to go along with being agressive and taking control, i did manage to get her to chain me up securely one day, one day. but that one day was well worth it, she had my cock and balls in a tight ring, my arms secured above my head, completely naked and at her mercy, while she used a wodden spoon to smack my balls and cock and ass, she was very turned on by it all, and i felt and saw her power and could tell she loved it all, but she hasn't done it since then. that was so great, i was so thrilled with her, her words she used during it all, the way she controlled herself and didn't send me to the hospital. but damn near close and on the edge everytime she smacked me. she knew it was getting me off, because my cock was rock hard and she even stated, i've never seen you this hard before. she made me feel like i was in heaven. only thing she could of added, was a strap-on and took me.
she acts or says thats gross, and it's something we never talk about unless were both doing it in a joking manner. but damn it, i want her to take me, bend me over and fuck my brains out with her purple strap-on. why is it, that i can't get her to bring this up and or do things like this?
she'll fuck and suck a guy in front of me, she hasn't found or asked or said anything about finding me another girl, she says she is not into other girls, but maybe thats a front or her way of not talking about it do to embarrasment, i to won't tell her that i want it so bad up my ass. mostly by her, but i like the idea of being used by her, in a cuckold scene. told to get ready for him as well. forced by her to become a cumslut and cock sucker and anal whore. i don't want to settle any longer. i'm getting older and my mind is telling me to either do this and try it or stop it all together.
but everyday, each day i wake up, all i can look forward to is coming here, maybe getting a little pussy from her, or setting her up with a new cock. but never anything about me from her, she doesn't like to suck my cock, unless i have her restrained and being fucked by another guy. then she'll do it, she'll do alot of things when it's about other guys seeing her. when it's me and her, she acts like a dead fuck, no screaming or moaning or yelling or talking nasty or anything. she just lays there and breathes harder as i fuck her, then when she does reach a orgasm, she'll moan softly and work together with me to cum, but other than that moment when it's just us together, you'd swear she was dead. thats why i keep finding other guys, at least i can get a blowjob and see and hear her make some noise. i would love to see her come home from work and just take me into the bedroom, and pull my pants down. yank my cock out and lick it, suck it, squeeze my balls and finger my ass while she slams her mouth down on my cock. one hand squeezing my balls, the other being used to finger my ass, and her mouth wrapped around my cock.
hell, i'd love to see her do this for me daily! oh yes i would.
but at the very least, it would be nice if she's not going to do it, that i could see a email each day, from a Mistress or Master that i read and instantly i'm told to be seated and go through this scene somehow. by being hypnotized, it's as though she is doing it to me. that would work.
anyone?
I'am home now, i want to hear from others.... pm me or reply. thx.