Semi-New To Trance - Need help
Posted: May 18th, 2009, 3:03 am
Hey, I'm fairly new to the site (I came originally to find scripts for Virtual Hypnotist). I'm trying to learn to trance out deeply using the program but I'm not sure whether I am or not. I modified several scripts and I use the VH voice Mike usually on 150-170. I'm confused about a lot of things, One of those is when I actually start closing my eyes, the induction script I use never prompts me to so I spend half of a 2.5 hour session with my eyes open staring at kaa's eyes trying to trip out.
I notice myself get kind of lucid like my head's a bit foggy but haven't gone much deeper than that. I worry that if I don't focus on the spiral my mind might wake up on me (probably a newbie mistake) but I'm just not really sure. I can't seem to completely follow the files when I try to listen but I do notice I'm listening too hard so I'll try to not do that as much *has been reading other posts first to try and find a similar one*, anyway I notice the commands don't seem to want to work for me. They say focus on the spiral and the room will slowly begin to fade, and it kind of works but my eyes still dart around. I suppose it's because I don't get to trance enough, maybe once a week or a month for the last six? I'm going a bit deeper but I'm not sure. Do I need to have the spiral to assist me?
(note I'm 20 and living at home and my room has basically been redacted to the storage shed so I don't really have a place I can do this in for more than 4 hours at a time and I have to be careful not to exceed that at risk of being busted).
I'm very interested in that milking file for men, it seems like it would be a lot of fun to be milked for three hours inside my head while fantasizing about some hot cute guy doing it. I'd also be open to some other visual-fantasy kinkyness (stuff like the hardontime file where I see erotic stimuli in front of me - which reminds me when I had my eyes closed or even with them open in the back of my mind I can kind of see the images when I try that but they're fuzzy and they fade).
Basically I guess I'm asking for a lot of help huh? lol! Anything would be appreciated, thank you in advance.
I notice myself get kind of lucid like my head's a bit foggy but haven't gone much deeper than that. I worry that if I don't focus on the spiral my mind might wake up on me (probably a newbie mistake) but I'm just not really sure. I can't seem to completely follow the files when I try to listen but I do notice I'm listening too hard so I'll try to not do that as much *has been reading other posts first to try and find a similar one*, anyway I notice the commands don't seem to want to work for me. They say focus on the spiral and the room will slowly begin to fade, and it kind of works but my eyes still dart around. I suppose it's because I don't get to trance enough, maybe once a week or a month for the last six? I'm going a bit deeper but I'm not sure. Do I need to have the spiral to assist me?
(note I'm 20 and living at home and my room has basically been redacted to the storage shed so I don't really have a place I can do this in for more than 4 hours at a time and I have to be careful not to exceed that at risk of being busted).
I'm very interested in that milking file for men, it seems like it would be a lot of fun to be milked for three hours inside my head while fantasizing about some hot cute guy doing it. I'd also be open to some other visual-fantasy kinkyness (stuff like the hardontime file where I see erotic stimuli in front of me - which reminds me when I had my eyes closed or even with them open in the back of my mind I can kind of see the images when I try that but they're fuzzy and they fade).
Basically I guess I'm asking for a lot of help huh? lol! Anything would be appreciated, thank you in advance.