diaper hypno help plz
Posted: October 16th, 2009, 10:24 pm
Alright let me begin I have been using hypnosis files for at least 2 years now trying to achieve wetting and messing when in diapers, or just general trigger incontinence. Alas nothing has worked so far, I cannot be diapered all the time is why do not try the full route but I would like to be able to wet and mess naturally when a diaper or when I am triggered. I am very frustrated with this because I have lot of time and energy into this and I really enjoy diapers not the ab part so much but being diapered. I guess that enjoyment has many factors for me, the thought (though I would really like the ability to not have to get up to go the bathroom) is really enticing for me because I have some anxiety which makes me go to bathroom many times before bed and makes so I cannot sleep by making me get up to the bathroom again and again before ever falling asleep if I fall asleep. I also have OAB and possibly the early stages of pelvic floor issues, meaning I have weird painful bladder contracts a lot, one problem no incontinence actually due the anxiety plus the contracts it just makes me hold it unable to relax my bladder forcing me to force any eliminations out just making the contractions worse. So you being able to use diapers as they meant be used could really be helpful to me I would mean that I could sleep. I would not have everyone me about why I use the bathroom a million times every where, it would mean my dad would yell about me going to bathroom late at night. It would mean a lot less pain I also have IBS and when mixed with the pelvic floor is cause similar problem and extreme abdominal cramps, oh to be able to trigger and have those mussels give up there control. So part from the medical relief I also love the wetting and messing my diaper even I have to force it it makes me very happy and very horny, and do haft to force it even though I haft to and could in the toilet with easy the pressure required when in my diaper and in my bed is often the point of straining just achieve minimal amounts of urination. I also have hypersensitivity disorder mean in general I feel smell hear touch things with about a ten% higher data capacity than most. I have tried almost the files here for this and even some other sites so if any can offer some help please do.
I am 24y old Male with an IQ in the mid 140's, I weigh 250lbs am 5'8"
and I really need help with this.
I am 24y old Male with an IQ in the mid 140's, I weigh 250lbs am 5'8"
and I really need help with this.