WarpMyMind

I love the idea of the curses - losing the capacity to fight against them.

I had an idea for a curse that forces the listener to enter into castration play, getting stronger and stronger over days/weeks/months, until he eventually castrates himself.

I have tried Sarnoga's Eunuch Slave Curse, but I don't really want a master to do it, I want to do it myself, so that curse isn't really what I'm looking for.

I have asked around to see if there's anyone who will create a new curse file that will help me do this.

I band my balls with an elastrator. but I don't have the fortitude to keep the band on for very long. I've only got up to just over an hour so far and I want to keep it on longer. (If you're interested, I have posted about my experience on my tumblr blog at paulym666.tumblr.com.)

So, I'm trying to find someone who will make a curse file that makes me keep on banding my balls and forces me to keep the band on a little longer each time until eventually the job is done. So far one or two people have been intrigued by the idea, but no one has created the file.

Who can help?

While you are listening to the various castration files on WMM, you could also read the erotic fiction on http://www.eunuch.org [the Eunuch Archive]. After all, getting turned on by reading erotica about being castrated can only help the hypnosis take effect. You might also want to check out the offerings at http://www.bme.com [Body Modification E-zine], which includes other modifications that can be done to your body besides castration and/or penectomy. http://tribe.com and http://www.FetLief.com might also be useful sites to investigate.

If you use an elastrator (available at Tractor Supply Company and other similar places) to castrate yourself, be certain that you have a lot of strong pain medication. It will take at least a week to heal. It is generally recommend that you have someone else to take care of you since you will not want to get out of bed for a while. Trust me ....