Compulsion play advice
Posted: November 2nd, 2018, 1:22 am
Ennui strikes, bored with much play I've had.
A last experience would be, genuinely welcome, to find I can't disobey commands when triggered. Commands to eat as a human sewer. Specifics ain't needed in this wider forum because the principle is simple.
Having been triggered, I'm ordered to taste, chew, experience in full and ingest various objectionable meals.
I've experience aplenty in eating such so this isn't getting used to performing. This is about compulsion to obey specific instruction to experience and eat.
In person or remote.
I've used failure to resist. I've used a lot of mp3s over the past years and I've made many of my own. Dual channel ones with binaurals semi subliminals, direct and indirect suggestions and commands all together.
Recently nothing fully affects me. Oh I get a turn on.
However the depth of compulsion is gone.
Now I doubt it's likely I can go further.
I went somewhere afflicted badly with feline output in a closed box. It was awful.
Too illustrate however my point. I imagine, in fantasy, that no matter how vile the meal, my master or mistress at the time can choose the manner of how I dispose the content of such a box.
And the stronger my actual disgust and objection, the stronger the compulsion to fully obey and with attention to detail ensuring I benefitted from every last sensation the meal offered.
That's the depth of control I imagine.
Its also something I suspect is unlikely, even impossible.
The specifics of that scene illustrates the depth of compulsion and compliance I would consent to endure, when triggered in suitable private circumstance.
Given a meal that I deeply hate the smell and taste of, on being ordered to thoroughly experience and ingest, I find I cannot stop until I've completed the task.
For some reading, that's too risky sounding.
Its an experience I wish for.
I've given guys my own hypnosis work. One guy can't help but need some stuff as a result, he says.
Maybe so.
A last experience would be, genuinely welcome, to find I can't disobey commands when triggered. Commands to eat as a human sewer. Specifics ain't needed in this wider forum because the principle is simple.
Having been triggered, I'm ordered to taste, chew, experience in full and ingest various objectionable meals.
I've experience aplenty in eating such so this isn't getting used to performing. This is about compulsion to obey specific instruction to experience and eat.
In person or remote.
I've used failure to resist. I've used a lot of mp3s over the past years and I've made many of my own. Dual channel ones with binaurals semi subliminals, direct and indirect suggestions and commands all together.
Recently nothing fully affects me. Oh I get a turn on.
However the depth of compulsion is gone.
Now I doubt it's likely I can go further.
I went somewhere afflicted badly with feline output in a closed box. It was awful.
Too illustrate however my point. I imagine, in fantasy, that no matter how vile the meal, my master or mistress at the time can choose the manner of how I dispose the content of such a box.
And the stronger my actual disgust and objection, the stronger the compulsion to fully obey and with attention to detail ensuring I benefitted from every last sensation the meal offered.
That's the depth of control I imagine.
Its also something I suspect is unlikely, even impossible.
The specifics of that scene illustrates the depth of compulsion and compliance I would consent to endure, when triggered in suitable private circumstance.
Given a meal that I deeply hate the smell and taste of, on being ordered to thoroughly experience and ingest, I find I cannot stop until I've completed the task.
For some reading, that's too risky sounding.
Its an experience I wish for.
I've given guys my own hypnosis work. One guy can't help but need some stuff as a result, he says.
Maybe so.