by Rotoscope » July 10th, 2014, 4:58 pm
it can be surprising when a given file, whatever it is, doesn't exist, since when you like something it can seem hard to imagine others don't have the same interest (I've got a lot of those :P).
Aside from commissioning one of those from EMG, you might try self-hypnosis with that theme. You don't need a file to get the same effects. Files just make things easier for a lot of us.
Considering what you have described in this post, maybe all you'd need is to sit and relax and clear your mind, then focus on a spot on the wall or something and go over the scenario you describe here. With some practice you'll likely get the same effects as with a file.
I personally have had a lot of trouble getting used to trance for awhile now, and the thing that finally broke me through that was the above method: focusing on a spot on the wall and relaxing completely, clearing my head, then going through a self-induction and/or auto-suggestions.
Try it, see how it works for you.