I’ve been around on this site for years, but haven’t really interacted a lot. Hypnosis has always fascinated me, but have never really had the courage to jump in and use any files. (There have been a few times I have DLd a file or 2 and listened, but only ever really listened more than once, haven’t felt tranced (or maybe purposely avoid trance???) and not listen anymore… But… for years… I have kept coming back… browsing through files and forums. I was around back when there were only 2 pages of files, not over 200… visiting at least monthly, more often multiple times a week… occasionally multiple times a day.
Now, my request
I am a transgendered woman. I have felt like a woman my entire life; however, I have only recently learned that what I have hidden all my life is a real thing. I have been coming out to close friends and family, and I have started expressing my femininity.
The files that I have found on here usually have some sort of degradation terminology, which is NOT what I am looking for.
- I am not a sissy
I am not a bimbo
I am not a slut
I am not interested in men sexually
Nor am I a cuckold
I am not interested in these things, and to many files around feminization on this site have some or all of these elements.
However, I AM looking for hypnosis to help reinforce some things to help me achieve my goals. I am a very large, 6’3” tall, BEAR of a person with diabetes complications and a prosthetic leg. I already have the interest and skill in a lot of femininity appearance things. I love make up, having my nails painted, wearing skirts and I have my ears pierced.
My gender dysphoria comes from my size, my hairiness and my masculine features.
I am looking for someone who is interested in and willing to either have sessions with me or make a file(s) around encouragement of and reinforcement around:
- -Healthy and feminine eating (keep in mind my diabetes)
-Healthy and feminine exercise
-Hair growth on my head (I have thin and receding hair)
-Hair loss/thinning of facial and body hair
-Redistribution of fat to feminine proportions (chest/hips/facial/etc)
-Loss of belly fat/hourglass figure
-Self esteem boosting and confidence to re-enter the dating world as a transgender lesbian instead of a straight male.
My sexuality has always been very feminine, people I have talked to about my past relationships have all basically said along the lines of “yeah, you basically have been having lesbian sex as a male.”, and personally, I have always felt like “a lesbian trapped in a guys body.” (I first heard that line almost 30 years ago, when someone in middle school was making fun of a girl who came out as a lesbian. Even though the person was trying to be mean, that statement struck me as being very true of me.
Unfortunately, I am on disability, and as such I do not have access to lots of disposable income; however, this is something I am serious about, and I am willing to invest in the right person!
Please if you are interested, leave me a message, I can give personal details so we can talk with each other, get to know each other better, and see if we are a good fit for sessions or file making.
Thank you to all who have taken the time and interest in my situation.
With loving kindness;
Excelsio
