Hi everyone. I'm a gay male looking for a hypnotist or a file from a hypnotist who could erase my knowledge of masculinity. I'm not looking to be feminized, however I love the idea of becoming a mix of masc and fem energy and have it reflected in how I dress and act. I'm a guy, I love being a guy, but I also really like the idea of finding myself wearing lingerie, or dressing in T-shirts and jeans that are pink or bright colors, or forgetting my dick is called a dick and only able to call it a clit. To allow my natural fem side to come through without the filter of all the rules of masculinity that have been forced on me my whole life. Most files I see online are done by women and are made to turn a guy into a woman or make them think of themselves as female, or have them dress like a woman to humiliate them, and that's not what I'm looking for. I just want to be a guy who embraces his fem side. And being gay I only like listening to files by men.
Suggestions could include things like "men look hot in panties" and "giggling is fun" and stuff like that, reinforcing ideas that men have been taught to repress our whole lives.