I am a straight male. I dont want this to have any permanent effects, just last for 1 hour or a trigger that can only be triggered by myself. Also, I dont really want to get an erection during it, just feel strong emotions and feel attracted to attractive men, and not feel attracted at all to women. I want to be able to do this in public to see how it is without completely embarrassing myself with a boner or orgasm or anything.
Thanks!