WarpMyMind

I love the idea of the curses - losing the capacity to fight against them.

I had an idea for a curse that forces the listener to enter into castration play, getting stronger and stronger over days/weeks/months, until he eventually castrates himself.

I have tried Sarnoga's Eunuch Slave Curse, but I don't really want a master to do it, I want to do it myself, so that curse isn't really what I'm looking for.

I have asked around to see if there's anyone who will create a new curse file that will help me do this.

I band my balls with an elastrator. but I don't have the fortitude to keep the band on for very long. I've only got up to just over an hour so far and I want to keep it on longer. (If you're interested, I have posted about my experience on my tumblr blog at paulym666.tumblr.com.)

So, I'm trying to find someone who will make a curse file that makes me keep on banding my balls and forces me to keep the band on a little longer each time until eventually the job is done. So far one or two people have been intrigued by the idea, but no one has created the file.

Who can help?

All I can say is that you really need to stop doing what you're doing. This is a health hazard and shouldn't be done without a medical professional. I repeat, this is dangerous.

Also, regardless of the safety issue, doing this will render you unable to have kids, and will have an adverse effect on your sex drive(the very reason you want to be castrated I imagine, is because the idea's sexy).

This is one of those things that needs to stay fantasy.