A file to become upset about other files success??

[notmuchdownunder]

I'm not sure if such a thing already exists, or if it possibly could...

I have had great success with files to do with penis shrinking (now down to 1" maximum) and impotence (couldn't get any sort of erection if I wanted to). The incontinence is the next one - I'm in diapers much of the time and am learning to pee without even thinking about it, at any time. I've just ordered some mattress protectors for incontinence for the first time.

As it stands, I feel glad about it all. But I'm thinking it would make the experience more real to me if I was to become upset at even the thought of all these things that have "gone wrong" in a fairly short space of time, and how much I'm "missing out on" now I'm not normal any more and nothing can fix it...

I'd be happy for this thinking to be permanent.

Is there anything like that here already? Or - could there be?