by Undisclosed » July 18th, 2006, 1:53 am
I don't use a file, lol. I just do it by sheer will alone.
I'm able to do these things (change heartbeat, control orgasm, stop pain, etc...) without hypnosis because I can disassociate very easily. This allows me to put myself into a state of absolute belief that my suggestion will occur. It's something like self-hynosis I suppose, but there's no trance state that I'm aware of. Most importantly, you can't want whatever you're suggesting. It's like it's already there, like it always was, like there's no other way. You take it not as a wish, but as a fact. Quoting from the Rocky Horror Picture Show, "Don't dream it, be it!" This is my mantra. With a bit of concentration, I simply be whatever I will (not want) to be.
Also, when I say it starts in the mind, I don't mean it literally. The feeling itself just sort of emerges, and yes, it leaves you feeling totally exausted and spent. You could probably focus it on a point of origin if you want though. Perhaps that's what this file does differently.
Unfortunitly, I won't be getting a chance to listen to FemaleOrgasm soon, despite my interest. You see, I have no headphones and I can't imagine the looks I'd get from my roommates if I played it out loud, lol. Still, it would probably work extremely well on me, if I choose to let it, given my abilities. I'll just have to make sure there are no surprises, lol, as many of the files here have... issues. Even then, I could just deprogram myself anyway, lol.