by sammy1nz » July 15th, 2007, 11:18 pm
I read the warnings about it in old threads, but that just seemed to increase my susceptibility to it. Although it directs masturbation, I'm a little gunshy after reading the old threads. I think about the consequences of masturbating with the consequent locking in of sissiness and the directive to be more so. This shyness is completely wiped out by CurseCum which directs immediate obedient masturbation and cum eating. This happens, obediently. Only then do I realise what the CurseSissyStroke file has done as well, locking me.
It's like I'm drinking away my masculinity. This is after two days. Now I sit to pee and avidly drink my cum. I'm a hardworking breadwinner in a family of layabouts. I vacuumed the house yesterday for the first time in years. The thought of vaccuuming the house again turns me on. If I do it again, I'll get locked into it next time I masturbate. It's sissy of me to listen to CurseCum. I have to listen to it. Damn. I suppose I should check what EMG charges for deprogramming! Trouble is, seeking deprogramming is resistence. Resistence strengthens the curse! Oh boy.... I mean 'girl'.
Yours as ever
Samantha