beh why is my vision blury! meh - any way, I havn't been trying anything for a while, figured i'd listen to some files again today. I listened to the bubble induction by lutz, about half way though, my arms and legs fell numb, weightless or heavy I couldn't really tell, buy I couldn't get my chest, neck, head, breathing, (heart?), to realy relax, during the rest of the file it was generally the same, I think i started to kinda wake up a bit too early either way...
It was on a playlist, I listened to "Deeporgasm" after that, something with an echo i couldn't understand, couldn't really fall back into the numbness.
And finally (not finishing with the playlist but i just stoped), I listened to EGM's prostate milking (am I a psycho for wanting this?), I had my body fall back into the relaxing/numbness feeling again, but just like bubble my head, mind, and chest were all tense...(right now i feel tense as hell all over acctually)... It felt like the file was working while listening to it, but not much afterwords with the trigger, i'll listen to it again tomarrow or maby later today....
however next time I go to, is there anything i can really do to relax the rest of my body and mind? and/or is the numbness like...the right feeling?
-kinda felt like i was on a cloud i think...like i could kick one leg and just start spinning, felt awsome.